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So, I kinda forgot about this place....

mollyolly5 — 2009-04-07T08:25:18Z

I apologize for forgetting about everyone here on buzznet! How?!?! I really have no clue, I guess I got caught up in life but I'm back.For Now. Probably until I forget again. But I apologize to everyone on my friendlist for forgetting you all! :D

insane asylum

mollyolly5 — 2008-03-11T09:05:00Z

.... i think the title explains itself....

im not a blogger but im gonna try this....

i think im sick in the head.
things are so different
things have changed.
i'm not sure what i want or who i am...
ive become such a shy person i dont know what to do with myself anymore.
i cant bring myself to talk to anyone who i want to anymore.
will someone please give me a straight jacket?
lock me up.. im not good for anyone not even me.
i'm so sick....
school is so tiring.. up at 5 am... up and down stairs every period (for those of you who dont know my high school has 3 floors and im on a different one every hour)
i try my hardest to stay in the present but nothing seems to slow it down but HIM.
He controlls my life... i cant stop thinking about him...
I wish i could tell him but i cant i dont want to ruin the friendship between us...
this is not a game
take my hand take me from this place i know....
Im drowning in the fear of myself.
some words of wisdom would be great now but it dosent matter... they will probaly give me a feeling of self pride but then it will be gone in an instant.

im having a bit of a breakdown... unable to let these feelings out this is the only way for me to... through writing.

fantabulizm

mollyolly5 — 2008-02-01T16:16:00Z

ya thats one of my own words i made up... i do it on a daily basis by the way ^^ it sounds like a disease dosent it?

so ya ive had a very, very very, VERY. exciting week.

tuesday was my bday!!! yay for me im the big 1.5.
on tuesday i also tried out for the musical at my school! dancing was my favorite part! i got to do all sorts of fancy lifts and suff. i danced with this really cute kid named alex. we had to do one where i cartwheeled and then grabbed his legs and he held my waist and held me as i went through the cartwheel. let me tell you i was TERRIFED. terrified i tell you! i did get dropped by him the first time we tried but we did do it and it was reall fun!!! and ever since ive danced i am SORE! and its sux cuz my high school is 3 floors and im up and down stairs all day so it wasnt fun. also underarms are really sore because of being spun around in a pencil lift i did. which really sux cuz i have a state championship shoot tomorrow.

by the way if you didnt know i am a state ranked archer. if you dont know what an archer is look up archery on google. but ya the state championship shoot is 2morrow (sat) and my arms are still really sore. i only know that b/c i got out my stretch band to strech with it yesterday and i couldnt b/c i was so sore. But im getting really nervous about this shoot b/c im shooting in the cadet division for the first time and ive been having tech. problems all season! the funniest thing about this whole thing is that we have to wear kaki or white pants. my mom refused to put the money out for white skinnies. I couldnt find any skinny cut kaki jeans so i have a regular pair of kaki jeans i have to wear. this will be the first time in 3 years that ive wore regular cut jeans. I feel so weird in them! but im making sure to make them look as scene as possible so i can really show my personality without being in skinnies: ill be wearing converse, studded belts, colored shirts and eyeliner (i never not wear eye liner)

im gonna move on here cuz that was a really long rant...
im just kinda bored. im so excited i got a phone for my bday! i named him gabe! by the way i name inatimate objects. for exsample i named my mp3 player lou. i had fun last weekend at my bday party. it was 80's themed and we all dressed up like we where from the 80's and went roller skating! it was really fun! i got a new sketch book which got me excited!!! i havent done any work in it but im gonna draw in it prolly in the next day or so. im really bored and i need to take a shower and get my stuff together for tomorrw! wish me luck at the shoot! and ill make sure to post more blogs soon! i kinda like blogging like this^^
peace,
molly

Cross My Heart and Hope to Die Pt 16

mollyolly5 — 2008-01-11T15:24:00Z

Heres another part!!! I'm feeling very creative. sorry its so short

recap

"Guys lets go!!" Ronnie ordered "everyone soon crowded the foyer. Patrick tossed open the door and stepped out into the icy cold rain. "g-guys, I found her." "what do ya mean you found her?" Pete asked. "Shes right here on the stairs" Patrick answered. He heard everyone rush to the door. He watched as Ronnie rushed out into the rain and took her into his arms. "how long?" gabe asked "Alteast a half an hour, judging by their scent" Ronnie answered. "what are you waiting for get her inside" Gabe ordered. Ronnie rushed her inside and placed her on the couch. Patrick, William, and Pete were half way out the door. "All of you stay here!" gabe ordered. "Jaime, can you keep everyone upstairs, it looks like there's an open wound on her hand, and I expect that its bleeding or it was. I dont want anyone losing controll." he asked. Jamie nodded. "Guys upstairs now!" she ordered. All 3 followed unwillingly. "Ronnie, see if you can clean the blood off the stairs for me, I dont want anyone getting suspicous." "Kay, Gabe."

Gabe worked quickly. He had william bring him dry clothes for Paige. He quickly changed her soaked clothes and put on the new ones. "go back upstairs. now." he ordered, as he began to unwrap the bandages around her hand. William caught a glimpse of the cresent shaped wound carved into her hand. He swore and came back downstairs, "William i told you to go back upstairs!" "Gabe wait, I know who did this to her." he said hainging his head. "Who, come one spit it out" gabe replied. "m-my brother" "What do you mean your brother!?" he asked. "My brother is the coven leader of the britts. I tried to hide it from you guys but I guess you know now." he repled. "Its okay, we'll get those britts back for what they did to paige."

Paige slowly opened her eyes, a large mound of sand colored fur blocking her view. 'when did we get a dog?' she thought. her gaze continued up to where she saw a wolf like face. A low growl escaped the wolfs lips, and she screamed, the dog cocked his head to the side a questioning look in his eyes. The dog wined lightly. Paige recognize those large brown eyes. Those where Ronnies eyes. With a great deal of fear she stroked the fur on his back and quickly recoiled her hand when he let out another growl as someone approaced. "I see you're up, thats good" Gabe said. She gave him a look that basically said, 'whos the dog and where'd we get him' "Paige thats ronnie." he answered. "That thing came out of ronnie!" she exclaimed. "I have ears" Ronnie answered. He had turned back into his human form. She laughed and hugged him. "Paige!" William exclaimed running down the stairs he was there so fast she didnt ever realize she was in his arms. This felt so right, but so wrong at the same time. How'd she even wind up in this mess?

CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE 15?

mollyolly5 — 2007-12-27T16:23:00Z

ALL RIGHT SO U GUYS ALL PROBLY HEARD ABOUT THE SNOW STORMS IN THE MIDWEST RIGHT? THANKS TO THOSE STORMS MY MODEM WAS ACTING UP BECAUSE OF THE EFFANG WEATHER SO PARDON ME TAKING SO LONG TO POST BUT THE WEATHER HAS BEEN ALOT BETTER SO IM GONNA POST! HAPPY HOLIDAYS BY THE WAY!

NO TIME FOR A RECAP I'M SURE U ALL KNOW WHATS GOING ON!!!! IF UR CONFUSED LET ME KNOW OR MESSAGE ME AND I WILL EXPLAIN!!!!!

Paige slowly opened her eyes to darkness. Someone moved next to her, she could hear them. A constricting sensation began to tug at her left palm. She yelped but who ever it was covered her mouth immeadately. "Bill?" she muttered against their hand. "No" the almost silently replied. Paige fought away their hand and began screaming. "Shhh!! no ones going to hurt you... I'm here to help" the guy muttered. "Wheres Bill?" was the next thing outta her mouth. " This is a hard one to explain. He was killed . Master found out that he was helping you and he killed him." the man began. Paige tried to muffle her gasp. "dont worry though I'm Ryan, his twin brother. And no we're not identical" Ryan answered. A flashlight suddenly flicked on. Paige finally saw his face, He was a white pale, dark circles under his gold colored eyes, his bronze brown hair fell messily around his face. He smiled up at her, flashing his white fangs. Paiges back pocket began to vibrate, then stop. "Oh my god! I have a phone!!! I forgot I even took it!!" "Call for help then, let your friends know you're okay" he suggested. She agreed and flipped through the contacts until she found gabes home number. The phone rang twice then patrick picked up

(regular font is paige, itlaicized it who she's talking to and purple font is whats going on outside of the call)
'hello?'
"Patrick!!! wheres william?"
' Right here.. Paige is that you?'
'yes now put on will!"
'paige, omygosh! i was so worried are you okay? where are you?'
"I have no clue, i'm in some manor, and i'm really scared"
Paige could hear his profanities. She felt tears begin to well up in her eyes.
'Paige, you're going to be fine...
"William... I... um." she began but couldnt finish.

William sat there listen to her frighetened sniffles. Suddnely he heard two voices, they where arguing. Paige screamed and the call went dead.

end of call.

"What's going on here!" The one ryan had to reffered to as his master boomed. "nothing!!!" Ryan exclaimed. Jumping from his seated postion. "Oh really" he sneered. With one swift movement he came through the cell door and had ryan by his collar. Paige threw the phone at him in the worlds sadest atempt to help ryan. The phone missed and was instantly crushed by his foot. "Spencer! let go of me!" ryan spat between gritted teeth. "Why should I?'" "Spencer! let me go!" Ryan spat again. "Ya know what? I'm in a good mood today, so LEAVE!" spener yelled and threw ryan against the cell wall. Paige gasped as ryan slumped against the wall. It must have took alot of force to knock one of these guys out.
Then it all happened so fast one second paige was looking at ryan the next a piece of wood was sticking from his chest. "Ryan!" she yelled in fear. "Quiet!" Spencer commanded. With one swift move he had her standing. "Come on!" he said forcing her to the cell door. She was going home, the best thing she could have wanted.

Paige struggled against Brendon as he led her down the street the rain drenching them. Spencer kept his distance, a smug smirk across his face. "Let me go!" she spat between gritted teeth as she shook her wet hair from her face. There it was her front door. The sun had just set and she was expecting to run into william and everyone. Brendon stopped and handed her off to Spencer who had appeared from no where. He though was more gentle with her than brendon was. He stopped her at her front steps, forcing her to her knees. The white puff of breath escaping her mouth as she let out a sigh. "Now, if you want to return home, repeat after me, 'I am yours, forever.' Now say it!" he instructed. " I-I a-a-am, I am, yours" She muttured. "louder.." "I-I am yours" she said louder. "good. You're free." he said. she tried to stand up. "tsk-tsk, Paige. I thought you would have known better not to trust me" he chuckled. Before she even knew it she was looking at the stairs to the front door blood leaking from her head. The last thing she heard was his laugh, his ear splitting cackle. then everything went black.

"Guys lets go!!" Ronnie ordered "everyone soon crowded the foyer. Patrick tossed open the door and stepped out into the icy cold rain. "g-guys, I found her."

CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 14

mollyolly5 — 2007-12-08T19:20:00Z

ALLL RIGHTY I'VE HAD A TON OF TIME THIS WEEK END SO IM GONNA POST ANOTHER PART!!!!

RECAP...

Suddenly paige felt the sharp pain and the sticky wetness, the smell raged through her, this was not very good her vision began to blurr but the last thing she saw was his face and the pain kept raging through her body like waves. She let out a cry as another sharp pain began in her neck. She lost all conciousness and she felt as though she was dying. And with that she slipped away into the darkness and she was gone.

Paige woke up the air around her cold and damp. Her shoulder was killing her and her neck was throbbing with each breath. There was a barred window about 4 or 5 feet above her head day light shown through. she could see, but barely. Her shirt stained with a deep crimson, the origin of the wound was straight through her right shoulder. She felt around her neck with her bound hands, to where it hurt the most, there where 2 fang marks. She muttered some curses to herself. If it was one thing she remembered that gabe told her it was that no matter what and no matter where on the body a vampire cant heal from a wound caused by a stake or another vampire unless they're being turned. She heard their familar laughs and foot steps. She saw the two faces appear at the barred cell door. "hello" one cooed. Paige shut her eyes tightly fighting back tears of fear an frustration. She heard the cell door open and the two stepped in. Paige kept her eyes shut waiting for what they would do to her. "Hey you stained the apolstrey of my new car bitch!!!" one screamed kicking her side so hard she could feel the crack and the the mend of the break.They shouted numorous things she could have done or did just as an excuse to hurt her. When they where finished she was nothing more than a crying heap on the cold stone floor. They left and then there was nothing only her sobs against the cold stone floor. Some time passed but she was unsure of how long, she heard footsteps again. The man with the long black and blonde streaked hair stood in her cell doorway, a plate of food and some bandages in his hand. He unlocked the door and cautously came in. "I never formally introduced myself, my names Bill." he said sitting down next to her crying form. Paige looked up at him confusion playing across her face."here" Bill muttered and set the plate next to her on the floor "Eat, I snuck it out of the dining hall for you, also I came to fix you up. I saw what the others did to you." he added. Paige sniffled and took a bite of her food. "can you tell me what happened..." "After you passed out" Bill asked. Paige nodded. "well, brendon, the one with the stake, stabbed you through your shoulder. There was so much blood it was driving all of us crazy. As soon as he stabbed you I dove at him, but before I could, I completely lost controll and bit you" he muttered not looking at her. Paige muttered something but he didnt hear it. Hopefully. "I hope you know I heard that" he stifled out between laughs. Heavy footsteps could be heard coming down the stone steps. Bill wispered a quick hurry up; paige downed the scraps of food and handed him the plate before dissapearing into the shadows of her cell. She muttered a soft goodbye and she heard a faint chuckle before silence. And then she was alone with her worst nightmare. Screams echoed through the lower levels of the manor. Bill's heart shattered he shouldnt have left her, this could be the end of paige.

FAST FOWARD 2 DAYS.....

HERES A QUICK FILLER TO WHATS GOING ON:
paige has now been missing for 3 days and the guys have torn the town upsidown looking for her. The only person who knew where she was is Willaim. He pretends to play stupid to protect everyone.

"Have you seen this girl" Gabe asked waving a yellow flier in a mans face outside starbucks. "No" he replied a bit annoyed. " This is hopeless!!!"Ronnie exclaimed tossing his armfull of fliers into the air. Letting the neon colored papers fly to the ground. " This is hopeless, lets just head back and let the guys takeover when the sun sets m'kay?" Gabe suggested "Sounds good" ronnie said as they headed back down the street.

As the two walked back to gabes they spotted something glinting on the side walk. Thinking it was a penny ronnie picked it up. "No Way!!!" he exclaimed. Paiges fang covers. A note was stuffed inside of one; Gabe removed it and slowly read the intracte font that was written in blood

WE HAVE HER.

MEANWHILE.......

Paige stuggled against the one bill had called brendon. He forced her up the stairs into a well lit room where many of the manors inhabitants stood. She recognized bill and only him standing next to an almost exact copy of Willaim. This was not her william though this man wore his hair shorter, hidded beneath a hat similar to the one bill wears, he was just as tall and as thin as Will, but his features where harsher and more cruel looking. "hello Paige" he purred as brendon threw her to the floor at his feet. Paige snarled at him and turned to face the man who stood before her. He said a bunch of things to her most of them cruel. The worst had to be that she now belonged to him. "NO!" she screamed stumbling foward. A small hiss escaped the mans lips and a smile played across his face. With 2 long strides he crossed the room to Paige. He grabbed her writs not letting them go no matter how hard she fought. He splayed his hand across her left hand pain searing through her body. When he finished he pulled away and took his place back next to bill. "Just wait you'll be mine. in time, in time. But just remember you're mine and I controll you" He sneered. "We'll return her tomorrow at sundown its gotten to early into the morning to have anyone take her" the man added. Paige breathed a sigh of relif but it was stifled from the cries of pain from what he had done to her. From what she could see a bleeding wound in the shape of a moon. (ya i know too much twilight for me). Brendon forced her to her feet and hauled her back to the dark basement she'd grown to know. As he took her back to where she belonged she heard someones muffled sceams of a voice she wished she didnt recognize. She faught and faught against brendon until her strength was used up and he threw her against her cell wall, completly knocking her out. Even though she couldnt hear what was going on those screams would always haunt her.

CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 13

mollyolly5 — 2007-11-24T08:35:00Z

ZOMG!!!!! SOOO SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE BEEN ON!!! MY COMPUTER WONT READ BUZZNETS JAVASCRIPT THINGY!!! SO IM GOING THRU FOE RIGHT NOW BUT AS SOON AS BUZZNET IS WORKING AGAIN I WILL BE USING THAT AGAIN!!! IM TRYING TO B ON AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, WITH THE SCHOOL PLAY ITS BEEN KINDA HARD BUT IM HERE FOR NOW !!!! OUR PLAY IS AMAZING ITS CALLED FOOLS AND ITS LIKE THE FUNNIEST THING IVE EVER SEEN!!! AHHH YES AND ALSO IM GROUNDED OF THE COMPUTER SO IM ONLY ALLOWED ON ONCE A WEEEK!!!!! ILL TRY TO GET AS MUCH DONE AS I CAN RIGHT NOW.

RECAP....

"hey bill, wake up" paige murmured, william had fallen asleep in her room. He stirred lightly. "mmmm" he moaned rolling over and grabbing paige by the waist, pulling her with him. He placed a tender kiss on her lips, paige kissed back passionately. Paige could feel that something wasnt right. she pulled away and saw Gabe standing there in the doorway. Paige screamed and jumped outta the bed, "gabe this is not what you think!!!!" she exclaimed, as tears welled up in her gray eyes. "this is exactly what I think it is" gabe hissed as he spun on his heel to leave. "no gabe please" paige cried. "gabe be reasonable, after what patrick did to her, I wouldnt blame her for whats going on. I told you about us. why are you so suprised?" william asked getting out of paiges bed. "yah, but I didnt think it would go this far." gabe answered with a chuckle.
"Gabe please... dont go and tell everybody" paige pleaded as she tugged harder on his wrist to make him not leave the doorway. "why should I? and just to fill you in, patrick wants you back but when I tell him about this he'll get so furious hes bound to attack you dear william" Gabe sneered "Gabe no please!!! you cant!!! if you'll tell patrick ill make sure to tell everyone about ur relationship with a certian werewolf whose name starts with an R and ends in onnie." paige retorted. gabe turned bright red and opened his mouth to say something. He swated away her hand and spat " Paige, Patrick is tearing himself up for what he did to you and I hope you know that" " Im going out for a walk" she replied and stormed out of her room and down the stairs. Paige slipped on her converse, grabbed her hoodie off the hook and grabbed bills phone from his coat pocket and headed for the door slamming it behind her.

The Vegas air was cold, it was mid January. Paige thought it would be warm but no. She could almost see her breath as she let out a sigh. She spotted a group of 3 guys leaning against a brick building. She was just around the corner from the 24 hour diner she had planned on going to, the neon lights glowing brightly. One looked up at her from under the brim of his white bowler hat. His paper white skin and his flawless feauters almost glowing in the street light. If he hadnt hissed lightly he would have struk paige as a very VERY good looking guy. But all of her fanasties dissapeared when she saw those fangs and he breathed the words, "Hello beautiful"
Paiges heart nearly stopped when she heard that familiar brittish accent. He was just like the guy in Chicago, she wanted to run but she was paralized with fear. The other two men where looking at her now their eyes almost black. Part of her wanted to spit out her fang covers just to show these guys she was one of them. She actually did spit them out but not for that reason, she was almost being controlled. They hit the ground with a light clink. The one with the white bowler smiled at her his eyes black as night too. Paige took off and ran towards the diner she would be safe in there. He was too fast before Paige even knew it she was looking at the side walk. She tried to fight him off but he had her standing in a matter of seconds and slammed her againgst a brick wall . "dont fight me" he screamed as she fought him. With one swift move he pulled a broken piece of wood from behind him. She still tried to fight him off. One of the others grabbed her wrists and held her there basically disarming her. Paige fought againgst each of them. The third man just sat there watching he looked as thought he didnt want to be involved. The one who was holding her wrists bound them with rope. She was so buisy fighting she didnt notice that he even did. The one with the stake let her go and she was in the arms of the one who had bound her. He forced her to a car across the street as she sreamed for help from the guys but it was no use.

Paige found herself begining to cry, why did she have to be such a baby? "Shut up!!!" the one who was driving commanded. Another sob escaped paiges lips. He screamed more profanites at her followed by a grumble. The one sitting in the passenger seat kept his eyes on her the whole time. He was beautiful probably the most beautiful guy she'd ever seen. He'd removed his fedora style hat and mussed his black hair that was streaked with white blonde. He wore his hair long just below his collar bone, and his side bangs framed his face. His skin was soo pale and flawless he almost seemed to glow in the darkness of the car. The brown of his eyes where almost indescribable they where almost black and where rimmed with black eye shadow and eyeliner. "whats your name?" he asked. "Paige" she sobbed, as she began to cry harder. It looked as though he was trying to make friends with her and he wanted nothing to do with the cruelty of the others; he began to introduce himself. "Thats good now altleast I'll know the name of the one I killed" The one holding the piece of wood to her back interupted. Suddenly paige felt the sharp pain and the sticky wetness, the smell raged through her, this was not very good her vision began to blurr but the last thing she saw was his face and the pain kept raging through her body like waves. She let out a cry as another sharp pain began in her neck. She lost all conciousness and she felt as though she was dying. And with that she slipped away into the darkness and was gone

will post more asap!!! comment and buzz!! hope u like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 12

mollyolly5 — 2007-10-05T18:11:00Z

WELL HERE U ALL GO ANOTHER PART... I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET INTO MY BUZZNET AGAIN SO SRY IT TOOK SO LONG!!! ALSO IVE BEEN REALLY BUISY WITH DRAMA, BAND AND HOMECOMING WEEK. WHICH STARTS MONDAY (THE 8TH) BUT ITS A LONG PART THIS TIME!!!

RECAP

William suddenly entered the room and pete left. He smiled, his toothy grin and kissed her cheek. "Ummm... Paigey we need to talk....." " about what?" she sleepily questioned. "um.... us." he stuttred. "what about us." she replied turing over onto her side to face him. "paige, what are we, friends or more than that. that kiss meant something to me and i hope it did to you as much it did to me-" william said not making eye contact with her. "bill...." paige started her hand caressing his cheek. he looked as though he was about to cry. paige could feel the electriciy between him and her touch. " the kiss, it did mean alot to me... its just... i dont know if its a good idea... with patrick and all-" "who said he'd have to find out... I'll be your best kept secret" willaim inturupted (sp) with a devilish smile. paige smiled back all she could do was smile, this just felt so right but at the same time it felt so wrong. She placed a tender kiss on his lips, he kissed back his tounge flicked across her lower lip asking for enterance, paige gasped for a breath and was almost insantly hit with the collison of her and bills lips. "bill" she moaned her hands on his shoulders, " its william...." he began but trailed off caught up in the moment, "slow down... bill... please" she gasped "bill..." she repeated this time pushing on him untill he gave way and parted, "we're going a little fast... we've only known each other for a week or two, but can we please take it slow... we're going a little too fast for me" Paige said. A dry smile played across bills face, "ya, your right.... we dont know each other like we should" he agreed, "um... i'll leave you alone so you can get some rest.... you had me worried you weren't going to make it" bill added as he stood up, and left. Paige rolled over, and sighed god this was going to be a very intesting time here at gabes.

THE NEXT NIGHT...

Paige could barely remember last night, she couldnt remember if she'd fallen asleep or not. But seeing she was still in bed she figured she had fallen back asleep. She rolled out of the bed and stumbled around the room untill she found the door. She groggily walked around the hall until she came to the stairs, she stumbled down stairs and was met with silence everyone was gone. She found the ginormous living room and saw him sitting on the couch a laptop on his lap. "Hiya Bill" she mumbled . "oh hi" he replied looking up from his laptop. "whatcha looking at?" paige asked. William almost instantaneously shut the laptop. "not much.... but here sit... we need to talk." he said as he schooching over for her to sit next to him. where had we heard that one before" um.... on the website i was just on... I hacked into the Chicago Poliece departements data base.... they know who killed Cam, and the other vampire. us." he explained, Paige muffled her gasp. "first off... you're missing and pratically the whole country is looking for you, since your wanted as well. Then theres me... this is my 16th murder... I'm one of the most wanted people in the country. I have no clue what to do now I've done everything in my power to hide myself... but now I have no clue what to do, ive cut my hair changed my name, moved states everything imagineable." william said." go wait out on the patio... I think i may be able to help" Paige said standing up and heading upstairs and into the room she was staying. All of her stuff was there unpacked. She got her small black bag and headed back downstairs and out onto the patio, to where bill was. He stood there watching the full moon. Paige swore she could hear a howl. she tapped him on the shoulder and he spun around. William smiled looked down at her. "sit" she ordered pointing to a chair that was over by the paito table. He followed her order and sat looking at her strangely. "what are you doing to me?" he questioned as though paige was going to kill him with what she took from the black bag. " I'm diquising you" she said grabbing a comb and scissors. "can I trust you?" he questioned. "Yes you can bill, I was a hair stylist in chicago... you can trust me" she said walking around him to behind him so he couldnt see her. "when I'm done with you no one will recognize you" she said acting like a diva. she took sections of hair and began to cut away at his shoulder length brown hair. Once she had finished with the back and sides she came to the front. "Paigey it feels short what did you do..." "you look amazing stop complaining. Lemme cut your bangs and I'll be done."she answered stealing a kiss. Paige trimmed up his bangs to about his eye level and stole kisses in the prosses. She finished and set down the scissors and comb. He went to stand up, "no you're not going anywhere" she said pushing him down back to the chair. He gave her a pissed off and questioning look. Paige pulled on some laytex gloves and took two bottles from the black bag and began to mix them in a blue bowl. "what are you going to me" "shut up... I'm coloring your hair." she said stealing another kiss. Once she had finished she sat ontop of him while the color processed. After about a half an hour of talking (mostly kissing) but talking she ordered him to take a shower then come see her after. William rolled his eyes and walked into the house. He came out about 20 minutes later his hair sopping wet. He looked like a drowned rat. "Nice" she giggled forcing him back down into the wicker chair. She strattled him and turned on a hair drier. When she was done she stole one last kiss and got off of him, the others would be back soon. "you look damn sexy" she said as she cleaned up her mess on the table and followed him inside. "you dont look like your self!!! and I'm tottaly turned on by it" paige said watching him stare at himself in a mirror. "its so short! but i love the color" William said in awe. His hair was a dark brown and was now a golden, light brown."the guys should be back soon" he said giving her a kiss. "thanks by the way" he said giving her a hug. Paige headed for the couch and curled up. "I'll see you..." he said giving paige one last kiss and headed up stairs.

Gabe walked in with the rest of the guys around 4:30 in the morning-ish, all of the boys had their blood lust filled and ronnie had to go out because of the full moon. They where ready to sleep, he walked into the living room and saw the form curled up on the couch. It was paige. He smiled lightly and took her into his arms. Patrick shot him a toxic glare. "dude she fell asleep on the couch, and I'm taking her up to her room. dont hate me." gabe said defensively "If william even fucking touched her while we where gone I'll kill him" patrick sneered. "I'm sure he didnt. William is not like that"

FAST FOWARD 5 OR 6 DAYS LATER....

Paige stirred and rolled over in the cold mess of sheets that tangled her body, and looked into the warm deep brown eyes of gabe. "bonjour gabriel" she groggily said "ahhh i love it when you call me by my full name and speak french to me" he giggled. Gabe and Paige got really close the past few days. Today she was going shopping with him, Jaime and Ronnie, it would be fun. So far noone had suspected a thing between her and bill. "I'm making breakfast you want any?" " what are you making?" paige asked "stawberry and chocolate chip pancakes" "ohhh yummy!!! ya! ill be right out lemme shower." she added getting up. Paige headed to the bathroom and took a fast shower, she hurriedly did her hair and make up and got dressed. When she came down stairs everyone was up and on the couches in the living room except for gabe who was making paiges pancakes. She sat down on the couch next to William, patrick gave them both the death glare. Paige and patrick are still not speaking. gabe handed her a plate with two heart shaped strawberry and chocolate chip pancakes. "awwww gabey!!!" she said pretending to cry. "thanks" she said giving him a hug. she instantly dug in, cutting into the pancakes. Her fav. Cam used to make them all the time for her. Cam. Paiges eyes glazed over with tears but held them back. "Hey are you okay?" ronnie asked who was sitting on the other side of william. "yeah im fine really" she replied hiding the quiver in her voice with a mouth full of pancake. She wolfed down the rest of her pancakes and took the dishes to the sink and headed upstairs to get her shoes and purse. "ready to go?" Jamie asked as she came back downstairs "yes lets!!!" she exclaimed.

The four walked down two or three blocks and found themselfs infront of starbucks. Jaimie pulled them all inside to get herself and paige frappachinos. Once the girls had their coffee fix they walked around the shopping district. "okay... whos idea was it to cut bills hair?" ronnie asked with a laugh, "mine. and whats wrong with it!!! it looks amazing" Paige answered. "no, no I'm not saying it as though its bad. We've been pressuring bill into cutting his hair for quite a while." ronnie answered. "I used to be a hair stylist back in Chiago, so its my job to make people look good." she retorted. Ronnie laughed and dropped the subject. Jamie pointed them into the direction of Kitson. Both girls took off the boys walking after them. They both searched through the racks but found nothing. Gabe suggested maybe they try another store down the way. they aggreed and followed him. Gabe led the two girls down 4 or 5 stores and came to a store front and led them in. Paige didnt catch the name of it but it seemed awesome seeing rock music was blaring. "oy! Gabe!" the guy behind the counter shouted with a smile. paige took it that gabe was a regular here. The 3 followed gabe over to the worker. "now who do we have here?" he asked looking at paige. "this is paige she just moved in with us." gabe replied. She smiled a large toothy grin but realized she probably scared the living shit outta that guy with her fangs. "whats with your theeth.?" he asked. Paige fumbled with her answer. "Paige got 'em filed down for her birthday a few months ago! shes really into body modifacation. aint that right paigey?" ronnie answered with an elbow jabbing into paiges side. "ya" she answered. this was going to be a long day.

MEANWHILE BACK IN CHIAGO...

"CAMERON OPEN THE DOOR GODDAMIT!" a voice boomed from outside his door. he probably didnt know cam was dead. The 2 other men broke down the door to see the remains of the crime scene. "fuck!!" the burly man screamed. "we had a lead on those vampires we had tracked a few days ago. we needed our best assasin on the job." the man said. Camerons biggest secret was just let out. He was a hunter. Maybe it was better he did die.

BACK IN VEGAS... AT GABES HOUSE

william yawned and got up off the couch the silence between him and patrick was killing him. he headed upstairs, the curiosity of what was in the black books paige had packed before leaving was killing him. William decided to go take a look at them. He knew where they where kept seeing he'd spent quiet a bit of time in her room the past few days. Pete came upstairs after him. "dude what are you doing in paiges room?" pete questioned. "I'm investigating" bill answered. " I love playing detective I wanna help" pete exclaimed. William pulled the first of the books from under the bed. The label read: Camerons photograpy. "this should be interesting, lets see what Paiges beloved cameron did for a living." William sneered. "damn" pete gasped at the first picture in the book. It was a black and white picture of paige asleep the white sheet pulled up to her chest, the next was a similar pic but paige was awake staring back at him. The majority of the book was pictures of paige but quite a few where of models, and from around the city of chicago. William shut the book and walked away for a second these gorgeous photos of paige where really turning him on... big time(lolz im so dirty) "dude are you okay?" pete questioned. 'no I'm falling more and more in love with paige and I'm extremely hard right now' "ya man I'm fine... grab a different book" william answered ignoring the voice in his headand the ache from him being hard.. Pete retreived a different book and William sat back down. The pictures in this one was paiges hairstyling portfolio. These book where very intersting...

BACK TO PAIGE, JAMIE, RONNE AND GABE

"where the hell is ronnie??" we're ready to go to a different store, jamie complained. "no worries he went to get me something." gabe answered. Paige came out from the fitting room her arms full of clothes. she set them down on the chair and headed for a different section. "what you're not getting any of this!? you look amazing in those clothes." Gabe protested. " I was until I saw the prices. I cant even afford the hoodie I want" she said not looking at him. "I'll buy the clothes for you, its no problem at all." Gabe offered. "no" "please.." "no" "C'mon paigey, its your first day out in vegas... atleast lemme treat you to some upscale shopping today" he said taking the clothes paige had disgarded and took them to the counter. His friend began to ring them all up. The tottal came to about 2,658 dollars. "No gabe you dont have to buy all this for me." paige protested coming up behind him. "to late, think of today as your welcome to vegas shopping spree." Gabe answered. Gabes friend laughed as he put the clothes into 2 bags and handed them to paige, she unwillingly took them and waited for jaime to pay. when they walked out Ronnie was on the bench waiting. "there you are... did you get what i asked for?" "yes i did" ronnie answered handing gabe a red box. "here, put them on" gabe ordered giving the box to paige. She opened it and saw 2 hollow silver fangs encrusted (sp?) in diamnods. she gave him a confused look. "honey, they're fang covers, so no one will suspect your of the supernatural kind. I had them custom made. dont protest and put them on so we can shop some more!" Gabe answered. Without a word she put them on, a perfect fit over her fangs. Paige smiled and the diamonds glinted in the sun. "not that my friend is very PUNK ROCK! no one will suspect you're a vamp!" Jamie exclaimed giving her a high five. The four contiued down the street, arm in arm. this was possibilly the best day ever!!1

LATER....

"hey bill, wake up" paige murmured, william had fallen asleep in her room. He stirred lightly. "mmmm" he moaned rolling over and grabbing paige by the waist, pulling her with him. He placed a tender kiss on her lips, paige kissed back passionately. Paige could feel that something wasnt right. she pulled away and saw Gabe standing there in the doorway.

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CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 11

mollyolly5 — 2007-09-15T17:34:00Z

IM SOOOO SORRY FOR LACK OF UPDATE I COULDNT GET INTO MY BUZZNET FOR LIKE A WEEK IT WAS WIERD.... BUT YA IVE BEEN REALLY BUISY WITH SCHOOL AND I TRIED OUT FOR THE PLAY TODAY SO IM FEELING CREATIVE SO IM GONNA POST!!!
IM ASST. HEAD ON THE MAKE UP CREW CUZ I DIDNT MAKE IT BUT IS NBD!!!! I'M GONNA TRY TO BE ON AS MUCH AS I CAN!!! IM REALLY BUISY CUZ OF PRODUCTION MEETINGS AND I HAVE MARCHING BAND (BLEH) AFTER SCHOOL WEDNESDAY AND FRIDAYS AND I'VE GOT HOMECOMING COMING UP.... AND ALL THESE HOME GAMES I HAVE TO PLAY WITH THE BAND ITS CRAZY I WILL HAVE PICS UP SOON IN MY UNIFORM WITH MY FRIENDS AND STUFF SOON!!!!!! THNX 4 ALL UR LOVE AND BUZZ IT SHOULD START GETTING INTERSTING SOON!!!

RECAP...
. "Gabe, I'm worried about her.... please tell me shes okay...." William said not making eye contact with gabe, "she should be... i've done everything i could right now she should be okay... hopefully she wakes up within the next day or so" gabe answered, "lets just hope i didnt cause too much damage" william muttured "yeah lets hope" gabe said under his breath. "dude your lip looks really bad what happened???" gabe asked changing the subject crossing the room to examine williams swollen lower lip. "Patrick fucking hit me" she scoffed looking away. "lemme see goddammit" gabe yelled girpping williams chin and violently turning him to face him, "i thought you and patrick where friends... why'd he punch you?" he asked. william explained everything about how patrick yelled at paige and how she came to him when he kicked her out. he told him about the questions game, and how he let her drink from him. And most importantly told him about the kiss. "keep that quiet from patrick.... he CANT find out, okay!!! paige is my world, i like her and she likes me. this needs to be kept on the DL!!! got it!!!" william sneered as gabe examined his lip some more. "here" gabe said handing william an ice pack from his medical kit. william put it to his lip, he winced. he hadn't realized how much his lip really hurt. William looked down at paige, if it wasnt for the fact that he caused this mess and she was unconcious at the moment she would have looked so innocent and beautiful. there was a loud bang on the door... patrick stormed in. "goddamit william!!! get the hell away from her!!!" he roared and punched william "we werent finished" he sneered as william stood up. "boys cut it out!!!" gabe yelled trying to seperate them. patrick screamed more and more profanites at him and swung at william time after time missing the majority of the time. Pete herad the commotion and raced upstairs and helped gabe seperate the two. Pete dragged the struggling patrick out of the room. william stood there and watched gabe lock the door. "looks like it just you and me" he said passing him back to his chair at paiges beside.

the next day....

Paige stirred lightly and moaned groggily, She half opened her eyes and saw a man sitting in a chair she didnt recognize. Her head hurt like hell, not to mention he stomach was growling. She flashed back to the last thing she remembered, passing out on the side of the road after basically puking her guts out. the man stirred and looked down at her "why hello there paige" he quietly said, she questioned him with a confused look. "i'm gabe" he added "hi'' she groggily mumbled. "how do you feel?" he questioned running his fingers through his short curly black hair. "fine my head just hurts a little though" paige replied. this must be the gabe william told her about. "thats good, im happy to see youre better, you should really get some rest" he instructed. Paige sighed and fell back asleep.

later...

Paige woke up once again this time Gabe wasnt in the chair Pete was. "good thing your awake we where all worried" he said watching her stirr. "why should you give a damn about me?" she questioned, "paige you dont understand..." he said "why dont I?" she questioned. "Paige, i have bipolar manic depression. thats why you need to understand. I know you dont like me in all for yelling at you, but i cant controll it sometimes i have ups and downs and i get really bad mood swings. so i hope you accept this as an apology and im sorry if i offended you.'' pete confessed "um wow pete" was all she could say. she sat up and gave him a hug.

lets just hope patrick dosent apologize because he can never, EVER be forgiven. William suddenly entered the room and pete left. He smiled, his toothy grin and kissed her cheek. "Ummm... Paigey we need to talk.....

oooo what will willam say??? ill try to post tomorrow or monday!!!!

Celeb crushes

mollyolly5 — 2007-08-31T15:08:00Z

You'll always have celeb crushes!

They were feeling borderline obnoxious today, they took it out on me and I'm going to take it out on you!

Remember the "8 Random Facts About Me" thing? Yeah, it's basically the same thing, so here are the rules:

1. You post your top 10 fantasy guys/girls.
2. You tag 10 people.
3. You CANNOT tag someone who has already been tagged.
4. You have to let the people you tagged know that they've been tagged.
5. These are the rules they must be repeated every time.
6. THERE MUST BE PHOTOS! AT ALL TIMES!

1. pete wentz

2. william beckett

3. ryan ross

4. jared leto

5. gaspard ullie from hannibal rising

6. shaant hacikyan

7. brendon urie

8. jack marin

9. patrick stump

10. butch walker

my 10 are ilikeceral, ix33fob, shay475, bdenluva3, spryjodensgirl, xxzakxx, xohopelessox, harleyp89, beckettxloverx, poetlostforwords