April 7, 2009So, I kinda forgot about this place....I apologize for forgetting about everyone here on buzznet! How?!?! I really have no clue, I guess I got caught up in life but I'm back.For Now. Probably until I forget again. But I apologize to everyone on my friendlist for forgetting you all! :D
Posted on 04/07/2009 8:25 AM Comments (0)
March 11, 2008insane asylum
.... i think the title explains itself....
im not a blogger but im gonna try this.... i think im sick in the head. things are so different things have changed. i'm not sure what i want or who i am... ive become such a shy person i dont know what to do with myself anymore. i cant bring myself to talk to anyone who i want to anymore. will someone please give me a straight jacket? lock me up.. im not good for anyone not even me. i'm so sick.... school is so tiring.. up at 5 am... up and down stairs every period (for those of you who dont know my high school has 3 floors and im on a different one every hour) i try my hardest to stay in the present but nothing seems to slow it down but HIM. He controlls my life... i cant stop thinking about him... I wish i could tell him but i cant i dont want to ruin the friendship between us... this is not a game take my hand take me from this place i know.... Im drowning in the fear of myself. some words of wisdom would be great now but it dosent matter... they will probaly give me a feeling of self pride but then it will be gone in an instant. im having a bit of a breakdown... unable to let these feelings out this is the only way for me to... through writing.
Posted on 03/11/2008 9:05 AM Comments (1)
February 1, 2008fantabulizm
ya thats one of my own words i made up... i do it on a daily basis by the way ^^ it sounds like a disease dosent it?
so ya ive had a very, very very, VERY. exciting week. tuesday was my bday!!! yay for me im the big 1.5. on tuesday i also tried out for the musical at my school! dancing was my favorite part! i got to do all sorts of fancy lifts and suff. i danced with this really cute kid named alex. we had to do one where i cartwheeled and then grabbed his legs and he held my waist and held me as i went through the cartwheel. let me tell you i was TERRIFED. terrified i tell you! i did get dropped by him the first time we tried but we did do it and it was reall fun!!! and ever since ive danced i am SORE! and its sux cuz my high school is 3 floors and im up and down stairs all day so it wasnt fun. also underarms are really sore because of being spun around in a pencil lift i did. which really sux cuz i have a state championship shoot tomorrow. by the way if you didnt know i am a state ranked archer. if you dont know what an archer is look up archery on google. but ya the state championship shoot is 2morrow (sat) and my arms are still really sore. i only know that b/c i got out my stretch band to strech with it yesterday and i couldnt b/c i was so sore. But im getting really nervous about this shoot b/c im shooting in the cadet division for the first time and ive been having tech. problems all season! the funniest thing about this whole thing is that we have to wear kaki or white pants. my mom refused to put the money out for white skinnies. I couldnt find any skinny cut kaki jeans so i have a regular pair of kaki jeans i have to wear. this will be the first time in 3 years that ive wore regular cut jeans. I feel so weird in them! but im making sure to make them look as scene as possible so i can really show my personality without being in skinnies: ill be wearing converse, studded belts, colored shirts and eyeliner (i never not wear eye liner) im gonna move on here cuz that was a really long rant... im just kinda bored. im so excited i got a phone for my bday! i named him gabe! by the way i name inatimate objects. for exsample i named my mp3 player lou. i had fun last weekend at my bday party. it was 80's themed and we all dressed up like we where from the 80's and went roller skating! it was really fun! i got a new sketch book which got me excited!!! i havent done any work in it but im gonna draw in it prolly in the next day or so. im really bored and i need to take a shower and get my stuff together for tomorrw! wish me luck at the shoot! and ill make sure to post more blogs soon! i kinda like blogging like this^^ peace, molly
Posted on 02/01/2008 4:16 PM Comments (2)
January 11, 2008Cross My Heart and Hope to Die Pt 16
Heres another part!!! I'm feeling very creative. sorry its so short
recap "Guys lets go!!" Ronnie ordered "everyone soon crowded the foyer. Patrick tossed open the door and stepped out into the icy cold rain. "g-guys, I found her." "what do ya mean you found her?" Pete asked. "Shes right here on the stairs" Patrick answered. He heard everyone rush to the door. He watched as Ronnie rushed out into the rain and took her into his arms. "how long?" gabe asked "Alteast a half an hour, judging by their scent" Ronnie answered. "what are you waiting for get her inside" Gabe ordered. Ronnie rushed her inside and placed her on the couch. Patrick, William, and Pete were half way out the door. "All of you stay here!" gabe ordered. "Jaime, can you keep everyone upstairs, it looks like there's an open wound on her hand, and I expect that its bleeding or it was. I dont want anyone losing controll." he asked. Jamie nodded. "Guys upstairs now!" she ordered. All 3 followed unwillingly. "Ronnie, see if you can clean the blood off the stairs for me, I dont want anyone getting suspicous." "Kay, Gabe." Gabe worked quickly. He had william bring him dry clothes for Paige. He quickly changed her soaked clothes and put on the new ones. "go back upstairs. now." he ordered, as he began to unwrap the bandages around her hand. William caught a glimpse of the cresent shaped wound carved into her hand. He swore and came back downstairs, "William i told you to go back upstairs!" "Gabe wait, I know who did this to her." he said hainging his head. "Who, come one spit it out" gabe replied. "m-my brother" "What do you mean your brother!?" he asked. "My brother is the coven leader of the britts. I tried to hide it from you guys but I guess you know now." he repled. "Its okay, we'll get those britts back for what they did to paige." Paige slowly opened her eyes, a large mound of sand colored fur blocking her view. 'when did we get a dog?' she thought. her gaze continued up to where she saw a wolf like face. A low growl escaped the wolfs lips, and she screamed, the dog cocked his head to the side a questioning look in his eyes. The dog wined lightly. Paige recognize those large brown eyes. Those where Ronnies eyes. With a great deal of fear she stroked the fur on his back and quickly recoiled her hand when he let out another growl as someone approaced. "I see you're up, thats good" Gabe said. She gave him a look that basically said, 'whos the dog and where'd we get him' "Paige thats ronnie." he answered. "That thing came out of ronnie!" she exclaimed. "I have ears" Ronnie answered. He had turned back into his human form. She laughed and hugged him. "Paige!" William exclaimed running down the stairs he was there so fast she didnt ever realize she was in his arms. This felt so right, but so wrong at the same time. How'd she even wind up in this mess?
Posted on 01/11/2008 3:24 PM Comments (1)
December 27, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE 15?
ALL RIGHT SO U GUYS ALL PROBLY HEARD ABOUT THE SNOW STORMS IN THE MIDWEST RIGHT? THANKS TO THOSE STORMS MY MODEM WAS ACTING UP BECAUSE OF THE EFFANG WEATHER SO PARDON ME TAKING SO LONG TO POST BUT THE WEATHER HAS BEEN ALOT BETTER SO IM GONNA POST! HAPPY HOLIDAYS BY THE WAY!
NO TIME FOR A RECAP I'M SURE U ALL KNOW WHATS GOING ON!!!! IF UR CONFUSED LET ME KNOW OR MESSAGE ME AND I WILL EXPLAIN!!!!! Paige slowly opened her eyes to darkness. Someone moved next to her, she could hear them. A constricting sensation began to tug at her left palm. She yelped but who ever it was covered her mouth immeadately. "Bill?" she muttered against their hand. "No" the almost silently replied. Paige fought away their hand and began screaming. "Shhh!! no ones going to hurt you... I'm here to help" the guy muttered. "Wheres Bill?" was the next thing outta her mouth. " This is a hard one to explain. He was killed . Master found out that he was helping you and he killed him." the man began. Paige tried to muffle her gasp. "dont worry though I'm Ryan, his twin brother. And no we're not identical" Ryan answered. A flashlight suddenly flicked on. Paige finally saw his face, He was a white pale, dark circles under his gold colored eyes, his bronze brown hair fell messily around his face. He smiled up at her, flashing his white fangs. Paiges back pocket began to vibrate, then stop. "Oh my god! I have a phone!!! I forgot I even took it!!" "Call for help then, let your friends know you're okay" he suggested. She agreed and flipped through the contacts until she found gabes home number. The phone rang twice then patrick picked up (regular font is paige, itlaicized it who she's talking to and purple font is whats going on outside of the call) 'hello?' "Patrick!!! wheres william?" ' Right here.. Paige is that you?' 'yes now put on will!" 'paige, omygosh! i was so worried are you okay? where are you?' "I have no clue, i'm in some manor, and i'm really scared" Paige could hear his profanities. She felt tears begin to well up in her eyes. 'Paige, you're going to be fine... "William... I... um." she began but couldnt finish. William sat there listen to her frighetened sniffles. Suddnely he heard two voices, they where arguing. Paige screamed and the call went dead. end of call. "What's going on here!" The one ryan had to reffered to as his master boomed. "nothing!!!" Ryan exclaimed. Jumping from his seated postion. "Oh really" he sneered. With one swift movement he came through the cell door and had ryan by his collar. Paige threw the phone at him in the worlds sadest atempt to help ryan. The phone missed and was instantly crushed by his foot. "Spencer! let go of me!" ryan spat between gritted teeth. "Why should I?'" "Spencer! let me go!" Ryan spat again. "Ya know what? I'm in a good mood today, so LEAVE!" spener yelled and threw ryan against the cell wall. Paige gasped as ryan slumped against the wall. It must have took alot of force to knock one of these guys out. Then it all happened so fast one second paige was looking at ryan the next a piece of wood was sticking from his chest. "Ryan!" she yelled in fear. "Quiet!" Spencer commanded. With one swift move he had her standing. "Come on!" he said forcing her to the cell door. She was going home, the best thing she could have wanted. Paige struggled against Brendon as he led her down the street the rain drenching them. Spencer kept his distance, a smug smirk across his face. "Let me go!" she spat between gritted teeth as she shook her wet hair from her face. There it was her front door. The sun had just set and she was expecting to run into william and everyone. Brendon stopped and handed her off to Spencer who had appeared from no where. He though was more gentle with her than brendon was. He stopped her at her front steps, forcing her to her knees. The white puff of breath escaping her mouth as she let out a sigh. "Now, if you want to return home, repeat after me, 'I am yours, forever.' Now say it!" he instructed. " I-I a-a-am, I am, yours" She muttured. "louder.." "I-I am yours" she said louder. "good. You're free." he said. she tried to stand up. "tsk-tsk, Paige. I thought you would have known better not to trust me" he chuckled. Before she even knew it she was looking at the stairs to the front door blood leaking from her head. The last thing she heard was his laugh, his ear splitting cackle. then everything went black. "Guys lets go!!" Ronnie ordered "everyone soon crowded the foyer. Patrick tossed open the door and stepped out into the icy cold rain. "g-guys, I found her."
Posted on 12/27/2007 4:23 PM Comments (1)
December 8, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 14
ALLL RIGHTY I'VE HAD A TON OF TIME THIS WEEK END SO IM GONNA POST ANOTHER PART!!!!
RECAP... Suddenly paige felt the sharp pain and the sticky wetness, the smell raged through her, this was not very good her vision began to blurr but the last thing she saw was his face and the pain kept raging through her body like waves. She let out a cry as another sharp pain began in her neck. She lost all conciousness and she felt as though she was dying. And with that she slipped away into the darkness and she was gone. Paige woke up the air around her cold and damp. Her shoulder was killing her and her neck was throbbing with each breath. There was a barred window about 4 or 5 feet above her head day light shown through. she could see, but barely. Her shirt stained with a deep crimson, the origin of the wound was straight through her right shoulder. She felt around her neck with her bound hands, to where it hurt the most, there where 2 fang marks. She muttered some curses to herself. If it was one thing she remembered that gabe told her it was that no matter what and no matter where on the body a vampire cant heal from a wound caused by a stake or another vampire unless they're being turned. She heard their familar laughs and foot steps. She saw the two faces appear at the barred cell door. "hello" one cooed. Paige shut her eyes tightly fighting back tears of fear an frustration. She heard the cell door open and the two stepped in. Paige kept her eyes shut waiting for what they would do to her. "Hey you stained the apolstrey of my new car bitch!!!" one screamed kicking her side so hard she could feel the crack and the the mend of the break.They shouted numorous things she could have done or did just as an excuse to hurt her. When they where finished she was nothing more than a crying heap on the cold stone floor. They left and then there was nothing only her sobs against the cold stone floor. Some time passed but she was unsure of how long, she heard footsteps again. The man with the long black and blonde streaked hair stood in her cell doorway, a plate of food and some bandages in his hand. He unlocked the door and cautously came in. "I never formally introduced myself, my names Bill." he said sitting down next to her crying form. Paige looked up at him confusion playing across her face."here" Bill muttered and set the plate next to her on the floor "Eat, I snuck it out of the dining hall for you, also I came to fix you up. I saw what the others did to you." he added. Paige sniffled and took a bite of her food. "can you tell me what happened..." "After you passed out" Bill asked. Paige nodded. "well, brendon, the one with the stake, stabbed you through your shoulder. There was so much blood it was driving all of us crazy. As soon as he stabbed you I dove at him, but before I could, I completely lost controll and bit you" he muttered not looking at her. Paige muttered something but he didnt hear it. Hopefully. "I hope you know I heard that" he stifled out between laughs. Heavy footsteps could be heard coming down the stone steps. Bill wispered a quick hurry up; paige downed the scraps of food and handed him the plate before dissapearing into the shadows of her cell. She muttered a soft goodbye and she heard a faint chuckle before silence. And then she was alone with her worst nightmare. Screams echoed through the lower levels of the manor. Bill's heart shattered he shouldnt have left her, this could be the end of paige. FAST FOWARD 2 DAYS..... HERES A QUICK FILLER TO WHATS GOING ON: paige has now been missing for 3 days and the guys have torn the town upsidown looking for her. The only person who knew where she was is Willaim. He pretends to play stupid to protect everyone. "Have you seen this girl" Gabe asked waving a yellow flier in a mans face outside starbucks. "No" he replied a bit annoyed. " This is hopeless!!!"Ronnie exclaimed tossing his armfull of fliers into the air. Letting the neon colored papers fly to the ground. " This is hopeless, lets just head back and let the guys takeover when the sun sets m'kay?" Gabe suggested "Sounds good" ronnie said as they headed back down the street. As the two walked back to gabes they spotted something glinting on the side walk. Thinking it was a penny ronnie picked it up. "No Way!!!" he exclaimed. Paiges fang covers. A note was stuffed inside of one; Gabe removed it and slowly read the intracte font that was written in blood WE HAVE HER. MEANWHILE....... Paige stuggled against the one bill had called brendon. He forced her up the stairs into a well lit room where many of the manors inhabitants stood. She recognized bill and only him standing next to an almost exact copy of Willaim. This was not her william though this man wore his hair shorter, hidded beneath a hat similar to the one bill wears, he was just as tall and as thin as Will, but his features where harsher and more cruel looking. "hello Paige" he purred as brendon threw her to the floor at his feet. Paige snarled at him and turned to face the man who stood before her. He said a bunch of things to her most of them cruel. The worst had to be that she now belonged to him. "NO!" she screamed stumbling foward. A small hiss escaped the mans lips and a smile played across his face. With 2 long strides he crossed the room to Paige. He grabbed her writs not letting them go no matter how hard she fought. He splayed his hand across her left hand pain searing through her body. When he finished he pulled away and took his place back next to bill. "Just wait you'll be mine. in time, in time. But just remember you're mine and I controll you" He sneered. "We'll return her tomorrow at sundown its gotten to early into the morning to have anyone take her" the man added. Paige breathed a sigh of relif but it was stifled from the cries of pain from what he had done to her. From what she could see a bleeding wound in the shape of a moon. (ya i know too much twilight for me). Brendon forced her to her feet and hauled her back to the dark basement she'd grown to know. As he took her back to where she belonged she heard someones muffled sceams of a voice she wished she didnt recognize. She faught and faught against brendon until her strength was used up and he threw her against her cell wall, completly knocking her out. Even though she couldnt hear what was going on those screams would always haunt her.
Posted on 12/08/2007 7:20 PM Comments (1)
November 24, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 13
ZOMG!!!!! SOOO SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE BEEN ON!!! MY COMPUTER WONT READ BUZZNETS JAVASCRIPT THINGY!!! SO IM GOING THRU FOE RIGHT NOW BUT AS SOON AS BUZZNET IS WORKING AGAIN I WILL BE USING THAT AGAIN!!! IM TRYING TO B ON AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, WITH THE SCHOOL PLAY ITS BEEN KINDA HARD BUT IM HERE FOR NOW !!!! OUR PLAY IS AMAZING ITS CALLED FOOLS AND ITS LIKE THE FUNNIEST THING IVE EVER SEEN!!! AHHH YES AND ALSO IM GROUNDED OF THE COMPUTER SO IM ONLY ALLOWED ON ONCE A WEEEK!!!!! ILL TRY TO GET AS MUCH DONE AS I CAN RIGHT NOW.
RECAP.... "hey bill, wake up" paige murmured, william had fallen asleep in her room. He stirred lightly. "mmmm" he moaned rolling over and grabbing paige by the waist, pulling her with him. He placed a tender kiss on her lips, paige kissed back passionately. Paige could feel that something wasnt right. she pulled away and saw Gabe standing there in the doorway. Paige screamed and jumped outta the bed, "gabe this is not what you think!!!!" she exclaimed, as tears welled up in her gray eyes. "this is exactly what I think it is" gabe hissed as he spun on his heel to leave. "no gabe please" paige cried. "gabe be reasonable, after what patrick did to her, I wouldnt blame her for whats going on. I told you about us. why are you so suprised?" william asked getting out of paiges bed. "yah, but I didnt think it would go this far." gabe answered with a chuckle. "Gabe please... dont go and tell everybody" paige pleaded as she tugged harder on his wrist to make him not leave the doorway. "why should I? and just to fill you in, patrick wants you back but when I tell him about this he'll get so furious hes bound to attack you dear william" Gabe sneered "Gabe no please!!! you cant!!! if you'll tell patrick ill make sure to tell everyone about ur relationship with a certian werewolf whose name starts with an R and ends in onnie." paige retorted. gabe turned bright red and opened his mouth to say something. He swated away her hand and spat " Paige, Patrick is tearing himself up for what he did to you and I hope you know that" " Im going out for a walk" she replied and stormed out of her room and down the stairs. Paige slipped on her converse, grabbed her hoodie off the hook and grabbed bills phone from his coat pocket and headed for the door slamming it behind her. The Vegas air was cold, it was mid January. Paige thought it would be warm but no. She could almost see her breath as she let out a sigh. She spotted a group of 3 guys leaning against a brick building. She was just around the corner from the 24 hour diner she had planned on going to, the neon lights glowing brightly. One looked up at her from under the brim of his white bowler hat. His paper white skin and his flawless feauters almost glowing in the street light. If he hadnt hissed lightly he would have struk paige as a very VERY good looking guy. But all of her fanasties dissapeared when she saw those fangs and he breathed the words, "Hello beautiful" Paiges heart nearly stopped when she heard that familiar brittish accent. He was just like the guy in Chicago, she wanted to run but she was paralized with fear. The other two men where looking at her now their eyes almost black. Part of her wanted to spit out her fang covers just to show these guys she was one of them. She actually did spit them out but not for that reason, she was almost being controlled. They hit the ground with a light clink. The one with the white bowler smiled at her his eyes black as night too. Paige took off and ran towards the diner she would be safe in there. He was too fast before Paige even knew it she was looking at the side walk. She tried to fight him off but he had her standing in a matter of seconds and slammed her againgst a brick wall . "dont fight me" he screamed as she fought him. With one swift move he pulled a broken piece of wood from behind him. She still tried to fight him off. One of the others grabbed her wrists and held her there basically disarming her. Paige fought againgst each of them. The third man just sat there watching he looked as thought he didnt want to be involved. The one who was holding her wrists bound them with rope. She was so buisy fighting she didnt notice that he even did. The one with the stake let her go and she was in the arms of the one who had bound her. He forced her to a car across the street as she sreamed for help from the guys but it was no use. Paige found herself begining to cry, why did she have to be such a baby? "Shut up!!!" the one who was driving commanded. Another sob escaped paiges lips. He screamed more profanites at her followed by a grumble. The one sitting in the passenger seat kept his eyes on her the whole time. He was beautiful probably the most beautiful guy she'd ever seen. He'd removed his fedora style hat and mussed his black hair that was streaked with white blonde. He wore his hair long just below his collar bone, and his side bangs framed his face. His skin was soo pale and flawless he almost seemed to glow in the darkness of the car. The brown of his eyes where almost indescribable they where almost black and where rimmed with black eye shadow and eyeliner. "whats your name?" he asked. "Paige" she sobbed, as she began to cry harder. It looked as though he was trying to make friends with her and he wanted nothing to do with the cruelty of the others; he began to introduce himself. "Thats good now altleast I'll know the name of the one I killed" The one holding the piece of wood to her back interupted. Suddenly paige felt the sharp pain and the sticky wetness, the smell raged through her, this was not very good her vision began to blurr but the last thing she saw was his face and the pain kept raging through her body like waves. She let out a cry as another sharp pain began in her neck. She lost all conciousness and she felt as though she was dying. And with that she slipped away into the darkness and was gone will post more asap!!! comment and buzz!! hope u like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted on 11/24/2007 8:35 AM Comments (3)
October 5, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 12
WELL HERE U ALL GO ANOTHER PART... I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET INTO MY BUZZNET AGAIN SO SRY IT TOOK SO LONG!!! ALSO IVE BEEN REALLY BUISY WITH DRAMA, BAND AND HOMECOMING WEEK. WHICH STARTS MONDAY (THE 8TH) BUT ITS A LONG PART THIS TIME!!!
RECAP William suddenly entered the room and pete left. He smiled, his toothy grin and kissed her cheek. "Ummm... Paigey we need to talk....." " about what?" she sleepily questioned. "um.... us." he stuttred. "what about us." she replied turing over onto her side to face him. "paige, what are we, friends or more than that. that kiss meant something to me and i hope it did to you as much it did to me-" william said not making eye contact with her. "bill...." paige started her hand caressing his cheek. he looked as though he was about to cry. paige could feel the electriciy between him and her touch. " the kiss, it did mean alot to me... its just... i dont know if its a good idea... with patrick and all-" "who said he'd have to find out... I'll be your best kept secret" willaim inturupted (sp) with a devilish smile. paige smiled back all she could do was smile, this just felt so right but at the same time it felt so wrong. She placed a tender kiss on his lips, he kissed back his tounge flicked across her lower lip asking for enterance, paige gasped for a breath and was almost insantly hit with the collison of her and bills lips. "bill" she moaned her hands on his shoulders, " its william...." he began but trailed off caught up in the moment, "slow down... bill... please" she gasped "bill..." she repeated this time pushing on him untill he gave way and parted, "we're going a little fast... we've only known each other for a week or two, but can we please take it slow... we're going a little too fast for me" Paige said. A dry smile played across bills face, "ya, your right.... we dont know each other like we should" he agreed, "um... i'll leave you alone so you can get some rest.... you had me worried you weren't going to make it" bill added as he stood up, and left. Paige rolled over, and sighed god this was going to be a very intesting time here at gabes. THE NEXT NIGHT... Paige could barely remember last night, she couldnt remember if she'd fallen asleep or not. But seeing she was still in bed she figured she had fallen back asleep. She rolled out of the bed and stumbled around the room untill she found the door. She groggily walked around the hall until she came to the stairs, she stumbled down stairs and was met with silence everyone was gone. She found the ginormous living room and saw him sitting on the couch a laptop on his lap. "Hiya Bill" she mumbled . "oh hi" he replied looking up from his laptop. "whatcha looking at?" paige asked. William almost instantaneously shut the laptop. "not much.... but here sit... we need to talk." he said as he schooching over for her to sit next to him. where had we heard that one before" um.... on the website i was just on... I hacked into the Chicago Poliece departements data base.... they know who killed Cam, and the other vampire. us." he explained, Paige muffled her gasp. "first off... you're missing and pratically the whole country is looking for you, since your wanted as well. Then theres me... this is my 16th murder... I'm one of the most wanted people in the country. I have no clue what to do now I've done everything in my power to hide myself... but now I have no clue what to do, ive cut my hair changed my name, moved states everything imagineable." william said." go wait out on the patio... I think i may be able to help" Paige said standing up and heading upstairs and into the room she was staying. All of her stuff was there unpacked. She got her small black bag and headed back downstairs and out onto the patio, to where bill was. He stood there watching the full moon. Paige swore she could hear a howl. she tapped him on the shoulder and he spun around. William smiled looked down at her. "sit" she ordered pointing to a chair that was over by the paito table. He followed her order and sat looking at her strangely. "what are you doing to me?" he questioned as though paige was going to kill him with what she took from the black bag. " I'm diquising you" she said grabbing a comb and scissors. "can I trust you?" he questioned. "Yes you can bill, I was a hair stylist in chicago... you can trust me" she said walking around him to behind him so he couldnt see her. "when I'm done with you no one will recognize you" she said acting like a diva. she took sections of hair and began to cut away at his shoulder length brown hair. Once she had finished with the back and sides she came to the front. "Paigey it feels short what did you do..." "you look amazing stop complaining. Lemme cut your bangs and I'll be done."she answered stealing a kiss. Paige trimmed up his bangs to about his eye level and stole kisses in the prosses. She finished and set down the scissors and comb. He went to stand up, "no you're not going anywhere" she said pushing him down back to the chair. He gave her a pissed off and questioning look. Paige pulled on some laytex gloves and took two bottles from the black bag and began to mix them in a blue bowl. "what are you going to me" "shut up... I'm coloring your hair." she said stealing another kiss. Once she had finished she sat ontop of him while the color processed. After about a half an hour of talking (mostly kissing) but talking she ordered him to take a shower then come see her after. William rolled his eyes and walked into the house. He came out about 20 minutes later his hair sopping wet. He looked like a drowned rat. "Nice" she giggled forcing him back down into the wicker chair. She strattled him and turned on a hair drier. When she was done she stole one last kiss and got off of him, the others would be back soon. "you look damn sexy" she said as she cleaned up her mess on the table and followed him inside. "you dont look like your self!!! and I'm tottaly turned on by it" paige said watching him stare at himself in a mirror. "its so short! but i love the color" William said in awe. His hair was a dark brown and was now a golden, light brown."the guys should be back soon" he said giving her a kiss. "thanks by the way" he said giving her a hug. Paige headed for the couch and curled up. "I'll see you..." he said giving paige one last kiss and headed up stairs. Gabe walked in with the rest of the guys around 4:30 in the morning-ish, all of the boys had their blood lust filled and ronnie had to go out because of the full moon. They where ready to sleep, he walked into the living room and saw the form curled up on the couch. It was paige. He smiled lightly and took her into his arms. Patrick shot him a toxic glare. "dude she fell asleep on the couch, and I'm taking her up to her room. dont hate me." gabe said defensively "If william even fucking touched her while we where gone I'll kill him" patrick sneered. "I'm sure he didnt. William is not like that" FAST FOWARD 5 OR 6 DAYS LATER.... Paige stirred and rolled over in the cold mess of sheets that tangled her body, and looked into the warm deep brown eyes of gabe. "bonjour gabriel" she groggily said "ahhh i love it when you call me by my full name and speak french to me" he giggled. Gabe and Paige got really close the past few days. Today she was going shopping with him, Jaime and Ronnie, it would be fun. So far noone had suspected a thing between her and bill. "I'm making breakfast you want any?" " what are you making?" paige asked "stawberry and chocolate chip pancakes" "ohhh yummy!!! ya! ill be right out lemme shower." she added getting up. Paige headed to the bathroom and took a fast shower, she hurriedly did her hair and make up and got dressed. When she came down stairs everyone was up and on the couches in the living room except for gabe who was making paiges pancakes. She sat down on the couch next to William, patrick gave them both the death glare. Paige and patrick are still not speaking. gabe handed her a plate with two heart shaped strawberry and chocolate chip pancakes. "awwww gabey!!!" she said pretending to cry. "thanks" she said giving him a hug. she instantly dug in, cutting into the pancakes. Her fav. Cam used to make them all the time for her. Cam. Paiges eyes glazed over with tears but held them back. "Hey are you okay?" ronnie asked who was sitting on the other side of william. "yeah im fine really" she replied hiding the quiver in her voice with a mouth full of pancake. She wolfed down the rest of her pancakes and took the dishes to the sink and headed upstairs to get her shoes and purse. "ready to go?" Jamie asked as she came back downstairs "yes lets!!!" she exclaimed. The four walked down two or three blocks and found themselfs infront of starbucks. Jaimie pulled them all inside to get herself and paige frappachinos. Once the girls had their coffee fix they walked around the shopping district. "okay... whos idea was it to cut bills hair?" ronnie asked with a laugh, "mine. and whats wrong with it!!! it looks amazing" Paige answered. "no, no I'm not saying it as though its bad. We've been pressuring bill into cutting his hair for quite a while." ronnie answered. "I used to be a hair stylist back in Chiago, so its my job to make people look good." she retorted. Ronnie laughed and dropped the subject. Jamie pointed them into the direction of Kitson. Both girls took off the boys walking after them. They both searched through the racks but found nothing. Gabe suggested maybe they try another store down the way. they aggreed and followed him. Gabe led the two girls down 4 or 5 stores and came to a store front and led them in. Paige didnt catch the name of it but it seemed awesome seeing rock music was blaring. "oy! Gabe!" the guy behind the counter shouted with a smile. paige took it that gabe was a regular here. The 3 followed gabe over to the worker. "now who do we have here?" he asked looking at paige. "this is paige she just moved in with us." gabe replied. She smiled a large toothy grin but realized she probably scared the living shit outta that guy with her fangs. "whats with your theeth.?" he asked. Paige fumbled with her answer. "Paige got 'em filed down for her birthday a few months ago! shes really into body modifacation. aint that right paigey?" ronnie answered with an elbow jabbing into paiges side. "ya" she answered. this was going to be a long day. MEANWHILE BACK IN CHIAGO... "CAMERON OPEN THE DOOR GODDAMIT!" a voice boomed from outside his door. he probably didnt know cam was dead. The 2 other men broke down the door to see the remains of the crime scene. "fuck!!" the burly man screamed. "we had a lead on those vampires we had tracked a few days ago. we needed our best assasin on the job." the man said. Camerons biggest secret was just let out. He was a hunter. Maybe it was better he did die. BACK IN VEGAS... AT GABES HOUSE william yawned and got up off the couch the silence between him and patrick was killing him. he headed upstairs, the curiosity of what was in the black books paige had packed before leaving was killing him. William decided to go take a look at them. He knew where they where kept seeing he'd spent quiet a bit of time in her room the past few days. Pete came upstairs after him. "dude what are you doing in paiges room?" pete questioned. "I'm investigating" bill answered. " I love playing detective I wanna help" pete exclaimed. William pulled the first of the books from under the bed. The label read: Camerons photograpy. "this should be interesting, lets see what Paiges beloved cameron did for a living." William sneered. "damn" pete gasped at the first picture in the book. It was a black and white picture of paige asleep the white sheet pulled up to her chest, the next was a similar pic but paige was awake staring back at him. The majority of the book was pictures of paige but quite a few where of models, and from around the city of chicago. William shut the book and walked away for a second these gorgeous photos of paige where really turning him on... big time(lolz im so dirty) "dude are you okay?" pete questioned. 'no I'm falling more and more in love with paige and I'm extremely hard right now' "ya man I'm fine... grab a different book" william answered ignoring the voice in his headand the ache from him being hard.. Pete retreived a different book and William sat back down. The pictures in this one was paiges hairstyling portfolio. These book where very intersting... BACK TO PAIGE, JAMIE, RONNE AND GABE "where the hell is ronnie??" we're ready to go to a different store, jamie complained. "no worries he went to get me something." gabe answered. Paige came out from the fitting room her arms full of clothes. she set them down on the chair and headed for a different section. "what you're not getting any of this!? you look amazing in those clothes." Gabe protested. " I was until I saw the prices. I cant even afford the hoodie I want" she said not looking at him. "I'll buy the clothes for you, its no problem at all." Gabe offered. "no" "please.." "no" "C'mon paigey, its your first day out in vegas... atleast lemme treat you to some upscale shopping today" he said taking the clothes paige had disgarded and took them to the counter. His friend began to ring them all up. The tottal came to about 2,658 dollars. "No gabe you dont have to buy all this for me." paige protested coming up behind him. "to late, think of today as your welcome to vegas shopping spree." Gabe answered. Gabes friend laughed as he put the clothes into 2 bags and handed them to paige, she unwillingly took them and waited for jaime to pay. when they walked out Ronnie was on the bench waiting. "there you are... did you get what i asked for?" "yes i did" ronnie answered handing gabe a red box. "here, put them on" gabe ordered giving the box to paige. She opened it and saw 2 hollow silver fangs encrusted (sp?) in diamnods. she gave him a confused look. "honey, they're fang covers, so no one will suspect your of the supernatural kind. I had them custom made. dont protest and put them on so we can shop some more!" Gabe answered. Without a word she put them on, a perfect fit over her fangs. Paige smiled and the diamonds glinted in the sun. "not that my friend is very PUNK ROCK! no one will suspect you're a vamp!" Jamie exclaimed giving her a high five. The four contiued down the street, arm in arm. this was possibilly the best day ever!!1 LATER.... "hey bill, wake up" paige murmured, william had fallen asleep in her room. He stirred lightly. "mmmm" he moaned rolling over and grabbing paige by the waist, pulling her with him. He placed a tender kiss on her lips, paige kissed back passionately. Paige could feel that something wasnt right. she pulled away and saw Gabe standing there in the doorway. '
Posted on 10/05/2007 6:11 PM Comments (1)
September 15, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 11
IM SOOOO SORRY FOR LACK OF UPDATE I COULDNT GET INTO MY BUZZNET FOR LIKE A WEEK IT WAS WIERD.... BUT YA IVE BEEN REALLY BUISY WITH SCHOOL AND I TRIED OUT FOR THE PLAY TODAY SO IM FEELING CREATIVE SO IM GONNA POST!!!
IM ASST. HEAD ON THE MAKE UP CREW CUZ I DIDNT MAKE IT BUT IS NBD!!!! I'M GONNA TRY TO BE ON AS MUCH AS I CAN!!! IM REALLY BUISY CUZ OF PRODUCTION MEETINGS AND I HAVE MARCHING BAND (BLEH) AFTER SCHOOL WEDNESDAY AND FRIDAYS AND I'VE GOT HOMECOMING COMING UP.... AND ALL THESE HOME GAMES I HAVE TO PLAY WITH THE BAND ITS CRAZY I WILL HAVE PICS UP SOON IN MY UNIFORM WITH MY FRIENDS AND STUFF SOON!!!!!! THNX 4 ALL UR LOVE AND BUZZ IT SHOULD START GETTING INTERSTING SOON!!! RECAP... . "Gabe, I'm worried about her.... please tell me shes okay...." William said not making eye contact with gabe, "she should be... i've done everything i could right now she should be okay... hopefully she wakes up within the next day or so" gabe answered, "lets just hope i didnt cause too much damage" william muttured "yeah lets hope" gabe said under his breath. "dude your lip looks really bad what happened???" gabe asked changing the subject crossing the room to examine williams swollen lower lip. "Patrick fucking hit me" she scoffed looking away. "lemme see goddammit" gabe yelled girpping williams chin and violently turning him to face him, "i thought you and patrick where friends... why'd he punch you?" he asked. william explained everything about how patrick yelled at paige and how she came to him when he kicked her out. he told him about the questions game, and how he let her drink from him. And most importantly told him about the kiss. "keep that quiet from patrick.... he CANT find out, okay!!! paige is my world, i like her and she likes me. this needs to be kept on the DL!!! got it!!!" william sneered as gabe examined his lip some more. "here" gabe said handing william an ice pack from his medical kit. william put it to his lip, he winced. he hadn't realized how much his lip really hurt. William looked down at paige, if it wasnt for the fact that he caused this mess and she was unconcious at the moment she would have looked so innocent and beautiful. there was a loud bang on the door... patrick stormed in. "goddamit william!!! get the hell away from her!!!" he roared and punched william "we werent finished" he sneered as william stood up. "boys cut it out!!!" gabe yelled trying to seperate them. patrick screamed more and more profanites at him and swung at william time after time missing the majority of the time. Pete herad the commotion and raced upstairs and helped gabe seperate the two. Pete dragged the struggling patrick out of the room. william stood there and watched gabe lock the door. "looks like it just you and me" he said passing him back to his chair at paiges beside. the next day.... Paige stirred lightly and moaned groggily, She half opened her eyes and saw a man sitting in a chair she didnt recognize. Her head hurt like hell, not to mention he stomach was growling. She flashed back to the last thing she remembered, passing out on the side of the road after basically puking her guts out. the man stirred and looked down at her "why hello there paige" he quietly said, she questioned him with a confused look. "i'm gabe" he added "hi'' she groggily mumbled. "how do you feel?" he questioned running his fingers through his short curly black hair. "fine my head just hurts a little though" paige replied. this must be the gabe william told her about. "thats good, im happy to see youre better, you should really get some rest" he instructed. Paige sighed and fell back asleep. later... Paige woke up once again this time Gabe wasnt in the chair Pete was. "good thing your awake we where all worried" he said watching her stirr. "why should you give a damn about me?" she questioned, "paige you dont understand..." he said "why dont I?" she questioned. "Paige, i have bipolar manic depression. thats why you need to understand. I know you dont like me in all for yelling at you, but i cant controll it sometimes i have ups and downs and i get really bad mood swings. so i hope you accept this as an apology and im sorry if i offended you.'' pete confessed "um wow pete" was all she could say. she sat up and gave him a hug. lets just hope patrick dosent apologize because he can never, EVER be forgiven. William suddenly entered the room and pete left. He smiled, his toothy grin and kissed her cheek. "Ummm... Paigey we need to talk..... oooo what will willam say??? ill try to post tomorrow or monday!!!!
Posted on 09/15/2007 5:34 PM Comments (2)
August 31, 2007Celeb crushes
You'll always have celeb crushes!
They were feeling borderline obnoxious today, they took it out on me and I'm going to take it out on you! Remember the "8 Random Facts About Me" thing? Yeah, it's basically the same thing, so here are the rules: 1. You post your top 10 fantasy guys/girls. 2. You tag 10 people. 3. You CANNOT tag someone who has already been tagged. 4. You have to let the people you tagged know that they've been tagged. 5. These are the rules they must be repeated every time. 6. THERE MUST BE PHOTOS! AT ALL TIMES! 1. pete wentz ![]() 2. william beckett ![]() 3. ryan ross ![]() 4. jared leto ![]() 5. gaspard ullie from hannibal rising ![]() 6. shaant hacikyan ![]() 7. brendon urie ![]() 8. jack marin ![]() 9. patrick stump ![]() 10. butch walker ![]() my 10 are ilikeceral, ix33fob, shay475, bdenluva3, spryjodensgirl, xxzakxx, xohopelessox, harleyp89, beckettxloverx, poetlostforwords ![]() ![]()
Posted on 08/31/2007 3:08 PM Comments (0)
August 27, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 10
alrighty... um so yeah this part might be a little wierd im unsure about it... but enjoy... i havent updated in a while and i might as well post this chapter before i get too buisy with school and everything like that!!!sorry its so short i have to go study for my test out test tomorrow!!!! ENJOY!!! <3
"William you're a fucking asshole. And I cant believe you!" Patrick yelled as he and william stood on the side of the road watching ronnies car speed out of sight. "What did i do?" he yelled back "You know damn well what you did" Patrick screamed "Leave Paige outta this... i did you a favor-" "favor my ass. you probably fucking killed her" patrick inturrupted. "Atleast i wasnt the one who told her to die!!! she told me she hates you! I hope you're happy with yourself!" william screamed nearly exploding. Paitrick looked at his feet trying to come up with something to say back. Patrick was right paige probably hated him right now. William chewed his lower lip to keep himself from punching paitrick, he suddenly tasted blood. 'shit' he mumbled as he licked the blood from his lip. "get in the fucking car, we'll settle this at Gabes" patrick snapped. william sat back down into the backseat, patrick took the drivers seat and started the car and took off. "Gabe are you home?" Pete yelled as, he jaime an ronnie stood in the center of the living room in the mansion that was gabes house. "what?" he groggily questioned poking his head out of the kitchen. "Paige here has blood poisoning courtisey(sp?) of bill." Ronnie said motioning to the girl that was in his arms. "how did that happen" Gabe asked as he set down his cup of coffee, "Bill being the ass he can be , for got to tell paige that he was basically vampire royalty and that his blood is the purest there is, paige here is a half blood and drank from him last night. Shes only been a vampire for a week now and has only been drinking blend so his blood basically poisonend her" Pete explained. "why didnt ronnie take care of her?" he asked taking a swig of coffee, "YOURE THE FUCKING MED SCHOOL GRAD! YOU FUCKING TAKE CARE OF HER!!!!" Pete screamed. "Gabe please, i know you just probably woke up but shes going to die. I dont want her to die, please. Paige is one of the sweetest and kindest people ive ever met" Ronnie begged. "Okay, ill do it. Ronnie take her into one of the guest rooms upstairs ill be there in a second." gabe said as he headed down the hall as ronnie bolted for the stairs paige in his arms. Gabe rushed upstairs some penniciln in his hand along with his medical kit. he came to the room where ronnie was told to put paige in. "Pete go make some blend for her, it may help dilute the blood in her system" gabe ordered "okay" pete replied and headed downstairs to the kitchen. Gabe took out a syrenge and needle from the medical kit and filled it with the right amount of pennicilin. "jamie, are patrick and bill here yet?" gabe asked as he put a turnikit onto paiges arm "no why?" "well i have to give her a couple doses of penniclin and i dont want either of them losing control on me when i take out the needle if she bleeds a bit. all I need is for you to keep them downstairs for a little until im sure shes fine, mkay?" gabe explained. she nodded and headed for the door. Gabe injected the first dose of penniciln into her forearm. he removed the 2 inch needle from her arm and watched the small drop of blood from before instantly healing. Pete returned with the glass of red liquid. gabe tipped her head back slightly and poured small amounts of the blend down her throat until it was gone. Pete took the glass from gabe as gabe took a seat at the side of the bed. "thats all you can do?" he asked. Pete knew paige didnt like him that much because of the argument they got into a few days before but he wanted to make sure she was okay, "im afarid so peter. no we just have to wait now till she wakes up, I'm hoping that will be by tonight or tomorrow morning." gabe replied. pete didnt reply and left shutting the door behind him. After about 20 minutes yelling was heard downstairs, gabe figured that Patrick and William had arrived. he was half right, he opened the door to the guest room and leaned on the banaster watching the scene unfold. aparently somebody had punched someone. Gabe figured that william was the one who got punched, from where he was he could see that his lip was starting to swell. patrick was screaming profanities and things at william as pete and ronnie restrained him. Gabe chuckled and and headed back to paiges room. Willaim caught a glimpse of Gabes toothy grin and watched him head into a room, it had to have been where paige was. He bolted for the stairs, " COME BACK HERE!!!!!" Patrick roared trying to break ronnie's and pete's grasp on him but it was no use. william flipped him the 'bird' and finished his way up the stairs to the room where gabe had dissapeared into. He entered the dark room and saw gabe sitting on a chair at the side of the bed where paiges unconcious form was. the curtains where drawn so no light could come in, the room had been 'vampire proofed' so any of the vamps that lived there could stay in that room. william sat down on the bed next to paige who was still unconcious. he stroked her porcelin cheek with the back of his hand a look of concern and guilt plauged his large brown eyes. "Gabe, I'm worried about her.... please tell me shes okay...." ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh suspense!!! what will gabe say!!! will paige be okay?????? youll all have to wait a few days!!!!!!! <3
Posted on 08/27/2007 4:17 PM Comments (2)
August 21, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 9. ?
"Paigey what happened?" william asked as he sat on the couch with paige in his arms. she told him everything about how patrick yelled at her and told her that he should have let her die. "he can be an ass some times. but i just cant believe he flipped out like that" William said as he rubbed paiges back reassuringly. "whats going on?" ronnie asked coming out of the bathroom "patrick yelled at paige basically saying he hated her and will let her die and didint neve should have turned her in the first place " he replied. ronnie didnt say anything he just nodded. "do you want me to go stay with patrick because it looks like paige is staying in here?" "yeah ronnie that'd be really great of you" william answered. with that ronnie left.
"paige im sure patrick didnt mean any of those things" will mumbled resting his head on her shoulder. "are you sure" she sobbed. "100%" he answered. after about 10 minutes paige was feeling better. "will, do you wanna play questions? i really want to know more about you" she asked "um sure" "okay will, whats ur nickname?" paige asked "bill, its not really a nickname tho its more of a pet name everyone calls me." he answered "um whats ur favorite color?" he asked her "umm purple" paige replied. they played for what seemed like forever sitting across from each other on the couch, their questions became more and more personal. "Paige what where your parents like?" "bill..... i never knew my parents. i grew up in an orhpanage in upstate illinois. I wasted 17 fucking years of my life. i never got adopted. i watched all the other kids get adopted by all these nice families. Not once did a family ever want me. on the night of my 17th birthday the head ladies gave me a cupcake with a candle on it handed me my bags and basically kicked me out. i wound up throwing the cupcake at one of their heads and caught her hair on fire but they threw me out because i was 'too old' i inrolled myself into public schools and continued on with my life. all i had was my senior year left. I met cam in humanities class. he was the only one who knew about me. we started dating end of senior year and he asked me to move in with him and i did. he was all i ever had." she said holding back tears. "im sorry i didnt mean to offend you" he said giving her a hug. "its okay u know almost everything about me so u probaly woulda found out sooner or later. im gonna go lay down" she mumbled breaking his grasp. she stood up and crossed the room and sprawled onto the bed facing away from bill. william sat on the couch fiddling with his fingers he shot a few concerned looks paiges way. she was quiet so he figured she was asleep. after about a half an hour he was getting sleepy but something stopped him. he heard soft cries from where paige was laying. "paigey whats wrong he asked as he crossed the room to her. she didnt answer "paige whats wrong... i said i was sorry." "bill i wanna go home" she cried. he didnt say anything. he couldnt help but notice how pale and shakey she was. she needed to feed she would die by friday. "i know you do paige but trust me when you get to gabes you'll feel like your home i swear to you" "no bill i wanna go to chicago, you have no clue how much i miss it there and i feel really guilty about leaving-" "paige please, chigago was so to years ago for me i only come to visit mkay? youll get to visit i swear" he replied. as she wiped her crying eyes with the back of her hand. "i dont want to sound like patrick but you need to feed you're really weak you'll be dead by friday" bill mumbled not making eye contact with heras she sat up. "you dont have any blend tho" she complained. '' i have somethng even better" he answered with a devilish smile as he tucked his shoulder length lightly curly brown hair away from his neck. "bill... are you sure" "yeah paige its better for you than the blend. the blend only temporarly gets rid of your blood lust." he answered. He placed his arms around paige and pulled her closer to him so she could drink from him. he kissed her cheek lightly. paige softly smiled "i really like you paige" he said. "i really like you too bill. now can we get down to buissnes?" she asked. he nodded. Paige sunk her fangs into his pale skin a few inches below his flawless jaw line. She drank from him until her blood lust was gone. the red liquid tasted sweet in her mouth as she gulped it down. she removed her fangs a few minutes later some blood still on her lips before she could even lick them william placed a kiss on her lips removing the blood from her lips in the process. wow paige didnt realize it but she really like bill. she captured his lips before he could even part. she softly sighed as he kissed her back. "bill.... we cant.... can we? what about patrick?" paige gasped between kisses. "you're right" he answered. William turned out the lamp and snuggled up to paige as they both laid down under the covers for some much needed sleep. Paige woke up in the backseat of patricks car her head on williams shoulder. "morning sleeping beauty" he mumbled as patrick shot both of them a toxic glare. will and paige talked the whole drive patrick starring at them thru the rear veiw mirror ever so often. they where exactly 10 minutes from gabes when it hit paige. "patrick stop the car... im gonna be sick" she gasped as her stomach began to hurt even worse "it can wait we're almost to gabes" he snobily answered."no it cant" she replied "dude unless you want barf all over the inside of your car pull over!" william said. Patrick caved and pulled over to the side of the express way. ronnies car wissed past in the right lane and pulled over a few feet ahead of them. paige instantly ran from the car over to the grass and barfed. "hey are you okay?" william asked running over to her seeing that it was blood she was throwing up. she shook her head no. "what the hell's going on?" ronnie questioned running over to paige and william "im not sure" bill replied. "has she fed lately." ronnie asked he was an expert on sickness' and stuff like that. "now that you mention it she drank from me last night" william replied as he watched paige hurl more blood. "She WHAT?!!!!" patrick yelled coming over to william "she drank form me lastnight big freaking deal she was going to DIE" he replied "you're and ass and i hope you know that" patrick grumbled and stormed over to pete and jamie. "youre and idiot bill, your blood its so pure you poisoned the poor girl. we have to get her to gabes before dies from blood posioning that you gave her.!" ronnie exclaimed as he picked paige into his arms (she'd passed out) "c'mon you guys we have to get to gabes NOW!" he exclaimed as he sat down into the back seat of his car. pete sat down into the drivers seat as jamie sat in the passenger seat with that he took off driving like a bat outta hell to save a life. ohhhh dundundun suspense more will be posted soon i swear
Posted on 08/21/2007 12:02 PM Comments (2)
August 17, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 8Paige sat on the over stuffed sofa watching the news, they'd driven all night until sunrise. Seeing they where vampires they couldnt drive during the day. Patrick was in the next room talking to Pete. Dont ask how but they wound up with a tripple connecting rooms so everyone could talk to each other. They only made it about and hour and a half outside the city because of an accident and what had happened at paiges earlier. "Now in breaking news" a news anchor began "2 people are found dead in an apartment complex, our reporter is on scene now so lets head over to her" the annoying anchor said. "Patrick Come here Quick!!!!" Paige yelled so he could hear. Patrick and Pete came in. The shot cut to the anchor who was standing infront of a taped off area, the area taped off was her apartment complex. "I am standing here infrot of the sky loft complex here on 5th and main here in downtown Chicago. 2 people where found dead a few hours ago. One man found in the hall way one found in his apartment. The poliece have not said who the victims are but have told us that it appears there was a struggle involved with the murder of on of the victims, they told us that the glass coffee table was shattered. We are also told that there was another person living with one of the victims but a report was filed today by a friend that she has gone mysteriously missing. If you have any information on this murder or missing person please call the chicago poliece. Now back to you in the studio" the reporter stated. "oh fuck" paige mumbled as she began to cry, patrick watched the tv as they showed a shot of the coroner removing the bodys in 2 body bags. "its okay paige dont cry." patrick said as he held her in his arms. "Did you guys just see the news?" Ronnie questioned coming into their room "yeah" pete said as he watched paige cry into patricks shoulder. Ronnie left and so did pete they both shut their connecting doors and went to bed. "paigey, get some rest its been a long day okay???" patrick said paige nodded as she wiped her tears with the back of her hand. She crossed the room and slid under the covers of the single bed. Patrick turned off the TV and laid down on the couch. Paige woke up that night in patrcks car stretched out across the back seat. how long was she asleep? when did they leave? "Morning Sleeping beauty" William said looking over the passenger seat where he was sitting. "Where are we?" she groggily questioned "we're almost in nebraska" patrick answered looking at her in his rear veiw mirror. she nodded and glanced out the window watching the gloomy scenery pass by. Paige looked at the clock on the dashboard it was 1:30 in the morning. She yawned and fell back asleep. when paige woke up the clock said 5:30 am and they where just pulling into a hotel. she waited in the car as patrick and william got out to go get their rooms. they returned a few minutes later with room keys. they pulled the cars around to by where their rooms where. "Here" Patrick said shoving a tall glass of blend at her. He wasnt in a very good mood tonight. she was just hoping it was that he was stressed out and that it was the state they had stopped in. "wanna play questions?" she asked as she drank all of the contents in her glass. "no" he snapped. and got up and crossed the room to the bed where he hid himself under the covers and fell asleep. paige turned out the lights and stretched herself out on the couch and fell asleep. Paige woke up aroung 4:30 ish. Patrick was still sleeping. she decided to take a shower. After getting dressed paige put her hair into 2 long braids and went to find something to eat around their room. she settled on a bag of gold fish. Patrick moaned and groggly rolled over. "morning" he mumbled and got up and headed for the bathroom to take a shower. there was a soft knock on one of the connecting doors, paige opened it and saw william standing there "hey can i come in" he asked "ya" she answered as she popped a gold fish into her mouth. He sat down on the couch and so did she, he stuck his hand into her half empty gold fish bag "Hey!!!" she yelled and pulled them away from him. "tell patrick that pete went to check out" he said standing up "you can yourself hes in the bathroom" paige said. as almost on cue patrick walked out of the bathroom and sat down onto the bed to put on his shoes. "pete went to check out for us" william announced "okay let me get our stuff together and we can leave. has the sun set yet?" "no not fully" william answered "give it about a half an hour and we can get going" "Can we play questions?" paige asked as her, patirick, and william sat in silence. "Naw" both answered "man you guys are no fun" she said with a humph. William gave her one of his charming smiles as an apology from the back seat. all she could do was smile. "paige, I need to tell you something." patrick started. paige stared at him with all her attention directed to him. "um.... i really dont know how to put this but... this may be a bit awkward for you but... you're my mate. when i turned you, you drank from me... i know you didnt know but that was the first part of the mating process. you can go through with this or not but i just wanted to let you know about it... the dicision is up to you all you have to do is drink from my wrist" patrick said. she didnt even think about it, patrick was such a nice guy and she didnt wand to hurt him. "give me your wrist" she said. "are you sure" "Patrick god dammit im 100% sure now give me your wrist!" she shouted. "Please dont curse" william asked. she ignored him as patrick stuck out his arm for her. "see the scar running across my wrist? bite right there just a small amount" he instructed. Paige hesitated a bit but sunk her fangs into his wrist taking a couple of gulps of blood before removing her fangs and watching the wound instantly heal. she smiled at him and he gave he a one armed hug because he was driving. What had she just done? That morning paige was curled up on a couch in a hotel in Utah, wrapped up in one of cams hoodies shed taken. They'd managed to cover 2 states with about 60 million bathroom breaks but they'd be in Vegas by tommorrow morning. She was a bit depressed but covered it up with the guys and jaime. she spun the engagement ring on her finger that cam had given her as a silent tear slid down her cheek. "you need to feed" patrick said standing over her "no" she answered "yes you do" he said as he went to make her some blend. he returned a few minutes later with a tall glass of the blend. "here, drink up" he said setting it down on the table inforont of her. "no" she said againg "im done feeding. im done with the blend too" she said not making eye contact with him. "Yes you are. Paige your weak! do you want to die?" he yelled. " I dont care" she said. "you know what paige you are sooo fucking selfish!!! you need to forget about what happend in chicago!!! your starting over... and you know what else? i'll let you die!!!! i should have never fucking turned you in the first place! i should have let you die!" Patrick Screamed. "Go find yourself a diffrerent place to stay today because i dont want to be fucking aroung you!" he yelled as he went in to petes room. "you better be gone by the time i come back!" he hollered and slammed the door connecting their and petes room. Paige could feel the tears well up in her eyes. she headed for williams room down the hall. she was a half blood so she could go out in the sun. " will... can i stay with you today? me and patrick got into a really big argument" she sobbed when he opened the door. "yeah sure. im always going to be here for you"
Posted on 08/17/2007 11:23 AM Comments (2)
August 15, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 7?wow the ever soo rare update... this part was tottaly made up i ran out of stuff in my note book so things are a little wierd sooo expect some odd things!!!!
Paige lunged for cams neck sinking in her fangs, he tried to fight her off but it was no use she pinned him against the wall.Pete attemted to pull paige off of him, trying to bring her bakc to her senses. "Paige!!! sot dont do this!" pete yelled as she threw him off her. Pete finally succeded in pulling her off of Cameron but i was too late. Cameron slumped to the ground, the deep gashes in his fingers had stopped bleeding and he was a gray color. "LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE" pete yelled pushing paige. Paiges balance gave way and she fell over crashing into thier glass coffee table. Glass flew everywhere, and paige stood up as the cuts all over her body healed almost instantly. Her eyes where the silver blue they once where. "what have i done" she cried backing up, but only to stumble and fall onto an arm chair. she stood back up and made her way over to cams body. "i-i-Im a monster" she sobbed as she stroked Cams pale cheek with the back of her hand. "Paige its no big deal, finish packing and lets go before the poliece show up." Pete spat "NO BIG DEAL!!!!!!! PETE YOU DONT UNDERSTAND CAM PROPOSED TO ME!!!! AND NOW HES DEAD!!!" Paige screamed as tears rolled down her face. "Paige its okay" william cooed as he took her into his arms "bu-bu-but hes dead" she sobbed. "CANT YOU DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!" she screamed "WHY DIDNT HE BECOME A VAMPIRE TOO!!!" Paige added. "Pagey, your not a full blodded vampire...." wiliam began "YOU ARE AND DO SOMETHING. YOU CAN SAVE HIM PLEASE!!" Paige begged. "no i cant, you sucked him dry" he replied. "please will, please save him" she sobbed falling to her knees. "paige I cant im sorry." william said shaking his heard in sorrow. "now come with me" he said picking her up and taking her to her bed room. (nothing dirty... for all u pervs!)
William set paiges crying form down onto the plush white comfordor. she just lay there crying. It broke williams heart to here her cries. "Paige.." he started, she sat up and looked at him, "stop crying mkay??? youve got patrick" he said wiping her tears with the pad of his thumb. "but-but will" she cried "no buts missy" he answered pulling her in for a hug. william let her go and she just sat there for a moment. "you need to finish packing." he said immediatly changing the subject as he looked at all of the unpacked suitcases she had laid out. "ill help you" he offered. Paige just looked at him confused for a moment. why would he drop something like cams death so suddenly like he did. "dork" she mumbled with a soft chuckle as some silent tears fell. "take everything outta the left side of the closet, everything outta the drawers on the right and all the hoodies outta the top drawer on the left then, under the sink take all the makeup, and hair products, the flat iron too." paige ordered with a sob. "okay" william answered. within 5 minutes of her order william had packed up everything paige needed and was ready to go. there where about 6 suitcases. "lemme call ronnie to bring the cars around." will said as he helped her haul all of her things into the living room, avoiding all the shattered glass. William pulled out his phone and pressed one of the speed dial buttons, he said a few things into the phone and hung up, he'll be here in about 5 minutes. "wait one more thing!!!" paige exclaimed. She pulled a back pack from the closet and ran over to one of the storage units in the large living room, where she put at least 4 or 5 thick black photo albums. "okay ive got everything now" she replied. "a-are those 3 vampires gone" she asked patrick, "um yeah i just check so its safe" he answered. there was a heavy knock on the door. paige peered thru the peep hole and saw ronnie, she opened the door and let him in. "ready to go?" he questioned, all paige could do was nod, to stop herself from crying. Ronnie didint even ask what happened as he lifted 2 of her suitcases and headed for the door. Patrick and william took the others. "bye cam... ill miss you" she slightly sobbed as the headed for the hall. and closed the door. leaving her life behind. leaving her friends, and home to be interrogated by poliece. Paige, had offically gone missing hopefully never to be found.
Posted on 08/15/2007 11:32 AM Comments (3)
August 8, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT. 6
recap..
Paige walked briskly down the side walk, jaimes purple and black striped hoodie pulled close to her body to keep the cold chicago air out. her hood was up and noone could stop her. they'd parked patricks and ronnies cars 4 blocks away and she, would walk pete, patrick and william where following a safe distance away incase anything happened. Paige saw a shadowy for standing against the light post on the corner only less than a block from her loft. "why ello love" he cooed with a heavy brittish accent she noticed his fangs, a vamp like her. he followed her at her side "such a pretty on u are " he purred, gripping her chin bringing paige to a sudden halt. "Please sir let me go i live right there" paige said pointing down the street to the enterance to her complex as tears blurred her vision. "why should i, dollface?" "B-because my 'mate' P-p-patrick will kill you" she spat struggling against him as she now began to cry in fear. "Patrick, huh? I say i suck you dry now and take you back to that battle back there and see what he'll do then" the man sneered. He suddenly lunged for paiges neck, "no!" she screamed hot tears falling down her porcelin colored cheeks as she broke away from him. Paige took off down the street towards her loft the man running after her. The guy tackled her to the ground on the other side of the corner but she fought him off and kept running. She ran faster and harder, her thighs began to ache and her chest tighten. Paige pulled the key from her pants pocket and opened the door to her complex, the man slipped in behind her. Seeing that the elevator was broken she took off up the stairs the man hot on her trail. she came to the fourth floor her heart pounded and her vision even more blurred than before with tears. "Oh come back love" he cooed as he ran down the hall only a few feet behind her. Paige came to her door, "SHIT!'' she screamed realizing she didnt have her other key. "CAM!!!!!!!!!! OPEN UP" she yelled banging on the door hoping he was home. The door flew open and paige dove in nearly missing being grabbed by that vampire. He quickly closed the door againg locking all four lockds. " aw, come on love" the man screamed banging on the door "Cam..." Paige gasped as she cried into his chest "wait how do you know my name, i have a girlfriend and if your one of those strippers my friend sent as a joke, then get out" he exclaimed shoving her off of him. "b-b-baby, its m-me paige." she sobbed in between hysteric sobs, "Paige!" he said in disbelief, "um yeah.... i was hit by a car and a vampire found me" she cried "paige" he repeated opening his arms to her. he held her tightly as she cried into him. The man still banging on the door trying to get Paige to come out frightened her even more causing her to cry harder. Paige had longed to be see Cameron again, it felt so good to be in his arms onec more, but only for her to know that she'd be leaving him shortly. An anguished scream came from the hall, "Paige honey, its william, pete, and Patrick, can you open up? its okay i took care of him for you" William questioned from outside as he knocked on the door. Cam let go of paige so she could let them in. The 3 boys came in, blood staning williams mouth and fangs, he'd sucked the other vampire dry. Pete was the last one in and kicked the door shut relocking it for them. William opened his mouth to say something but before he could Paige thew her arms around him crying into his shoulder, "Will.... i was so scared" she sobbed, "its okay you did good" william reassured rubbing her back in comfort. "be quick my dear, before someone calls the poliece" he murmmured into her ear before letting her go. Paige wiped her crying eyes with the back of her hand, "Everyone this is my boyfriend Cam. Cam this is william, hes the tall one, Petes the one with his hood up, and the one in the hat is Patrick, hes the one who saved me" Paige announced her mood becoming a tad bit better. Patrick kept his eyes on his feet, 'great, and expectation to live up to' he thought as he watched paige give Cam a kiss and then Cameron putting his arm around her small waist. Patrick looked at Paiges boy friend, he was tall (at least 6'3) very skinny and muscular just how a guy was supposed to be built. His brown eyes where hissed beneath some very messy red brown bangs that where streaked with pink and blonde in the back, he had a silver lip ring pireced snake bite style on the left of his lip. Patirck thought they looked cute together. "Paige why dont you go change you look really tired." cam said urging her towards thier bed room. she agreed and headed into their room. But she wouldnt be changing, she'd pack. "Baby, what are you doing?" Cam asked as he entered their room. "I-I'm leaving for vegas with the guys, i have to, Its not safe here for me" Paige said not looking at him as she snatched her shirt from him. "Why" " Cam, I'm a vampire, we where found by some hunters earlier, its not safe for me, when they find out about Patrick turning me this will be the first place they'll look." she explalined, some silent tears rolling down her cheeks "you have no clue how bad it hurts me cam im serious. I-I just came to get some things and say good bye" she sobbed. Cam looked as he was about to cry. " i want you to have this then" he said reaching over to his night stand and grabbed a black box " i was going to ask you tomorrow but i guess I'll do it tonight then.... Paige- i love you and i always have, i- um- wanted to know if you'll marry me... if we can work something out with the guys" cam stuttred. "yeah, ill marry u if something can be worked out" paige answered as cam slipped the beautiful diamond ring on her finger. he lightly kissed her and smiled.But both where rudly intruppted by pete. "Hey cam, can you open the door ronnie and jamie are here, jamie just texted me saying so" Pete grumbled " yeah sure" he answered giving paige a kiss " i love you babe, ill be right back" cam said to paige " i love u too and im coming with you" she said with a smile. " Babe make sure to check the peep hole" page mumbled as cam held her hand as they headed for the front door. Cam being the lazy ass he is deicided not to look in the peep hole and opened the door. 3 vampires stood in the door way. Cam instantly shut the door, a yelp of pain escaping his lips in the process. He pulled his fingers from in between the door and locked it again (he slammed them in the door) "ouch" he winced assessing the dammage done. Blood poured from his 3 injured fingers, Paige slowly backed away trying not to lose controll, she hadn't fed since yesterday "Patrick! get her outta here!" William yelled. Paiges eyes turned a cold black and her fangs where almost visible when she let out a small hiss. suddenly she lunged for Cam. Nothing could stop what happend next not even true love. woooooooohhhhhhhhooooooooooo more suspense!!! ill update more tomorrow
Posted on 08/08/2007 8:22 AM Comments (3)
August 6, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT 5
SRY ABOUT THE WAIT IVE BEEN BUISY AND JUST GOT BACK FROM BAND CAMP
"do you think the guys would let me stop by my place downtown before we leave. i really want to see cam and get some clothes and stuff" paige asked as jaime tossed her, her hair drier. " I dont know, downtown wont be the safest place to be tonight." "why" "because theres supposed to be some big coven battle tonight and their not teh safest things to be in the middle of. Especally the guys their like the most wanted people in the state" jaimie answered. "what was all the yelling about earlier?" paige asked, " it was me and pete arguing. this is the 3rd time this week weve gotten into it. I just don understand it. we've been arguing like a married couple. i know he loves me but sometimes i just don think he cares about me and only wants blood" jaimie answered trying not to cry. "back up, theres a realationship between you and pete?!!!!" "yeah we've been dating for 2 years" " I say you apologize i wouldnt want to see your relationship go down the drain" paige added, '' thats what i do with Cam. We've been dating for 4 years and when we argue, one of us comes up with a lame ass excuse to make up with each other. like last week we where arguing about god knows what, that night cam was watching saw 2 and i pretended to be scared and i sat down and burried my face into his chest and hes like 'what we're talking again' and then i apologized," paige suggested "that really works" jaimie questioned "if he loves you enough it should" " seriously!?" "Im serious!!!!!!!!!!" paige answered sitting down and plugging in the hair drier and turning it on. Jamie put her ear to the wall listening for the boys. " turn that off!" she yelled after a few minutes. "theyre talking about you" "really" paige answered mocking jamie. jamie nodded " i just heard pete say something about me!" jamie said "see he loves u! go out there and be like pete im cold can i borrow ur hoodie and then apologize" "wow thats really lame" jamie answered. "and for that smart ass remark u dont get to listen anymore" paige sneered a goofy smile on her face as she turend the hair dryer back on and continued doing what she was doing earlier. Jamied gave her a pouty face and paige finally caved turing off the appliance and headed for the living room. " where are u going" jamie asked "to ask if we can go to my place b4 we leave and ur going to apologize to pete" "um guys, i was wondering if we could stop by my loft b4 we leave cuz i have nothing and id really like to say good bye to cam" paige asked "wheres ur loft" ronnie asked "downtown" " absolutely not!" pete snarled shifting his postiton on the couch. the other 2 boys knew exactly why pete said no b/c of the coven battle tonigt downtown but he didnt need to be so harsh about it. "what!" paige exclaimed "i said no!" pete yelled. "plea-" " NO MEANS NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" pete screamed only inches from paiges face. " pete calm down look at the poor girl she has nothing patrick found her in the middle of nowhere. i know u hate battles but its the least we can do for her. cmon reconsider she has nothing no clothes no money no anything" ronnie plraded "yeah come on" patrick added "fuck all of you go take this up with william. im thru arguing with all of u im not in a good mood as it is" pete half yelled giving jamie the this is all ur fault look. Paige could feel the tears well up in her eyes if it was one thing she hated most was to be yelled at lket pete just did. Pete backed away from her pulling his hoodie hood up ove his messily spiked black hair. "i-im sorry for my outburst. i....... um............ kinda lost comtroll for a second" pete stammered his mood changing. Paige chewed her lower lip for a minute waiting to see if he would say anything else. '' well now that were on the topic of apologies- peter im sorry about earlier its just..." " i know u feel like i only want u so i cand drink from u i heard u talking. and i love u. y do u think i took u with me to hide from hunters. I could never leave u... and ur forgiven. part of me feels like u had every right to do that." pete inturppted. 'so much for my idea' paige thought. they kissed and made up b4 dissapering into their room. "Bipolar much!" ronnie exclaimed sounding very gay. "ronnie i barely know u but already i dont know about u some times" paige chuckled. patrick suddenly threw a phone at her "its calling william" 'hello' william questioned "hey will its paige, can i ask u something" 'yah anything' " do u thing we could stop by my place downtown b4 we leave? i have nothing and id really like to see cam" 'um.......................................................................' long pause 'Yeah sure ill be right over once im done getting some things together for when we leave' "OH THANK U SOOOOOOOOO MUCH WILL" Paige exclaimed and hungup "he said yess" she screamed giving patrick his phone back Paige, Patrick, and ronnie where all watching a movie when Willam materiealize in the living room. "alrighty miss paige, if u want to stop by ur loft we have plenty of planning to do" "its only half past 3 will we've got plenty of time" ronnie complained. "thats where ur wrong the sun fully sets at 6 the battle at 6:15. we arrive at paiges at 6:20. that is not plenty of time. now let me get Jaime and Peter and we can start." william answered as he crossed the room to the door to their room. "uh... will i wouldnt if i where u" teh 3 said. as william opened the door "Holy shit!!!!!!!" he yelled shutting the door almost intantly. "we warned you" Pete kissed jamie deeper, and more passionatley than b4. his kissses became rougher and rougher sending them up and down her neck from time to time. Jamie heard the door open, and saw wiliam. she screamed and fell of the bed taking pete with her, as will slammed the door after hed poked his head in. "i think he needs us" pete sighed from on top of jamie. Luckily for william no articles of clothing where removed. Pete stood up and helped jamie to her feet "im happy we made up" pete said kissing her before leading her hand in hand to the living room. "all right now that the love birds have joined us..." william began " this is what were going to do" Paige walked briskly down the side walk, jaimes purple and black striped hoodie pulled close to her body to keep the cold chicago air out. her hood was up and noone could stop her. they'd parked patricks and ronnies cars 4 blocks away and she, would walk pete, patrick and william where following a safe distance away incase anything happened. Paige saw a shadowy for standing against the light post on the corner only less than a block from her loft. "why ello love" he cooed with a heavy brittish accent she noticed his fangs, a vamp like her. he followed her "such a pretty on u are " he purred.... but no plan william ever devised could prepare her for what happened next.... ooooo suspense i swear ill write more soon but ill leave u all hanging for a day or two!!!
Posted on 08/06/2007 10:49 AM Comments (1)
July 6, 2007heres to the kids- Pete wentz
Here's to the kids.
The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of coke & Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party. Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them. Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars. Here's to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool. Here's to the kids who listened to Fall Out boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV...and blame MTV for ruining their life. Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts. Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush. Here's to the kids who hum "A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More Touch Me" when they're stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night. Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn't even know they existed. Here's to the kids who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower & didn't feel so alone after doing so. Here's to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s). Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don't care. Here's to the kids who speak their mind. Here's to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep. Here's to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do. Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that. Here's to the kids. This one's not for the kids, who always get what they want, But for the ones who never had it at all. It's not for the ones who never got caught, But for the ones who always try and fall. This one's for the kids who didnt make it, We were the kids who never made it. The Overcast girls and the Underdog Boys. Not for the kids who had all their joys. This one's for the kids who never faked it. We're the kids who didn't make it. They say "Breaking hearts is what we do best," And, "We'll make your heart be ripped of your chest" The only heart that I broke was mine, When I got My Hopes up too too high. We were the kids who didnt make it. We are the kids who never made it."
Posted on 07/06/2007 1:16 PM Comments (3)
July 4, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT. 4AS I SAID BEFORE PLEASE EXCUSE MY BAD GRAMMAR AND SPELLING Paige pulled off her blood stained t-shirt and pants, as the steam given off by the shower filled the bathroom. Patrick suddenly burst in, panic strickedn.(She'd forgotten to lock the door.) "C'mon! I'll explain later!" he franically said over paiges scream. Patrick grabbed her wrist and pulled into the bedroom. "whats going on?" she fearfully questioned as patrick locked themselfs in a secret room inside the closet. "they're hunters, they've found us!" he wispered, taking paige into his arms. Patrick realized that paige was pratically naked, in her bra and underware. He unzipped his hoodie and gave it to her. "they're trying to kill us" patrick said as paige put on his hoodie. 'damn patrick why'd you say that youre going to make things worse' patrick thought as he pulled paige closer to him. They heard ronnie and jamie yelling. They posed as their cover, both played a couple and the hunters always intrued their home. these where not the usual batch of hunters these where their leaders. Paige let out a sob and began to cry in fear. heavy foot steps pounded around the room, they stopped in front of the closet door. Paige cried harder, shaking with every sob. she burried her face into patricks chest seeking some comfort. "Paige, shhhhhhh" patrick wispered "they'll leave as soon as their done" he added. Patrick could hear tehm kicking the wall where the door was hidden. Paige pulled herself closer to patrick. she didnt want to die. she didnt want to be found. "nothing here" a voice boomed from outside. It was some how falmiliar to paige. "thank god'' patrick mumbled crossing him self in the process. they where hidden for at least another half an hour. the front door slammed heavily. Patrick heard 2 short knocks and one long at the wall signaling that it was safe. He opened the small door and saw Ronnie staring back, a cheezy grin on his face. "you okay?" patrick asked paige as she wiped some of tear with the back of her hand. "yeah" "go take a shower it might make you feel better" patrick said. Paige nodded and headed down the hall. "Everyone okay" Pete asked trying not to make eye contact with jamie who sat across the room from him. "yeah, paige is a little shaken up" patrick answered. Paige came out about 15 minutes later, she was in the clothes jamie gave her. She was in black skinny jeans, a white shirt with a heart sewn onto sleeve, and she had on patricks hoodie. It made paige feel safe in an odd way. She was running her fingers through her wet mid back length red hair. "Ive got a blow drier and a flat iron if you need it" Jaime offered breaking the thick silence. "ha! you said blow!" ronnie laughed "shut up ronnie youre so immatrue" jamie and paige replied in unison. this may be the begining of a beautiful friendship. SORRY ITS SOO SHORT MORE LATER THO
Posted on 07/04/2007 12:02 PM Comments (3)
June 30, 2007CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE PT.3I AM VERY SORRY FOR ANY GRAMMAR AND SPELLING ERRORS!!!!!!!!!!! ALSO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING ANYTHING IN A WHILE THIS STORY IS ALSO BEING WRITTEN IN A NOTEBOOK AND I'M TRYING TO POST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE EACH PART WITH OUT GOING TOO FAR AND NOT HAVING ENOUGH FOR THE NEXT POST. END OF ANNOUCEMENTS... ITS STORY TIME KIDDOS!!!!!!!!!!! "How'd I wind up like this?" Paige questioned "you where hit by a car" Patrick answered. "So I'm dead?" "Not techinally, since vampires are undead they can't die unless they're staked. You have the apperance of being alive but your dead at the same time. its a confusing thing to explain" patrick answered. His answer only answered part of paiges question but she wouldnt die not knowing why she was a vampire, Patrick was a really nice guy in all. " I think I hear Jamie calling" Pete kinda lied and headed out into the living room, closing the door behind him. "So whats with the chick?" Jamie asked as pete sat down on the couch next to her. " her name is Paige its not 'chick' and shes patricks unofficail mate" Pete answered his hand on Jamie's upper thigh. "speaking of mate... do you need to feed?" Jamie questioned, pulling the striped scarf from her neck, revealing 3 or 4 fresh bite marks. "maybe tonight isnt the best night for me to feed. And I've already had some of my blend today" Pete protested hes fingers tracing the scar on her neck he'd left her when he had firnst drank from her. She tucke some of her collar bone length red hair from her neck, welcoming him to drink from her. "No, No, I can wait" he defensively said waving his hands. "Just dont turn me." Jamie replied urging him to bite her, as fear filled her hazel and green eyes. " I told you i already had my blend today I dont need to feed" Pete answered. "But if you really want me to, William told me about this spot right here... where the blood tastes the sweetest. and on the plus side i dont have to leave marks on your neck anymore" pete added, licking his lips in delight as his fingers carressed the very inside of her upper left thigh. she jumped under his gentle touch and pulled away. Jamie loved him dearly but just sometimes he didn't understand that she was human and she didnt heal immeadiatly like he did. Thats why she barred the marks he left on her neck. Pete needed to understand. "Pete" she gasped choking on hot tears that blurred her vision. "whats wrong baby?" he asked brushing his bangs from his face. She paused. Pete scooted closer to her. "Pete, I'm not a vampire, I cant heal immeaditly like you can! why do you think i wear a scarf to hide to hide the marks on my neck? Pete, what if I want to wear a skirt or shorts? I dont NEED marks on my thigh" Jamie cried. "baby... I'm sorry, you could've told me-" "told you what? sorry sweetie, but i cant let you feed from me anymore. I'll let you die of starvation!" Jaime defensively yelled throwing her hands into the air. "Jamie WAIT!" he yelled as she headed for the guest bedroom they where sharing. "Paiges clothes are on the counter!!!!!!!!!!!" she screamed, eyeliner filled tears staining her cheeks. The door suddenly slammed shaking the whole house. Paige jumped in surprize as the walls rattled. "w-w-what was that?" she questioned somewhat clinging to patrick. "it sounded like Pete and jamie where arguing." patrick answered. Pete suddenly stormed in, enraged and upset. He threw some clothes at Paige. He took one look at himself in the reflectionless wass mirror and punched it out. Suddenly glass flew everywhere. Paige squealled in shock. She looked over at patrick who was offering her his right forearm where there was a large cut from the glass. Paiges lightly rosy lips met his flesh and she began to lap the blood. She cooed in approval as she drank the sweet liquid until the wound was dry. Patrick pulled his forearm away befor she could sink her fangs into him. "Now, Now" he chimed wagging his index finger as he stood up and crossed the room to pete. who was slumped against the wall starring at his bloody hand as it began to heal. "What happened" Patrick asked. "I dont wanna talk about it" Pete snarled. "you're so hopelss" another voice replied. Paige looked over at the guy that stood in the door way. He could easily beat her to a pulp. "Shut-up, Ronnie" Pete yelled. "I just find you hopeless and its sooo amusing. Jaime's crying her eyes out over you and you're not there comforting her" "Ronnie, get out" Pete spat through gritted teeth. Ronnie ignored pete and crossed the room to Paige where she sat on the bed. "Why would i leave if I never introduced myself" Ronnie politely answered sitting down next to paige. "I'm ronnie" he said completly ignoring Pete's unfriendly finger gestures as he stuck out his hand for paige to shake it. "Paige" she replied shaking his hand. Ronnie tucked some stray locks of his shoulder lenght dirty blonde hair behind his ear as his large brown eyes burned holes through her. "I'm going to talk to Jamie" patrick said heading for the door. Paige followed after him so she could take a shower. Patrick heard a loug bang at the door as he entered the living room, paige was already in the bathroom. Everyone's gasps could be heard. Hunters. They'd found them.
Posted on 06/30/2007 11:45 AM Comments (2)
June 26, 2007Cross My Heart and Hope to Die pt2"So, is she going to be yours?" Pete asked. "my what?" patrick questioned. "Your mate, seeing that you turned her and she drank from you" pete answered, " I guess so" patrick answered looking down at paige."youre going to have to take care of her" pete said. "yeah I know" patrick answered as the pad of his thumb stroked the back of paiges hand. "You picked a pretty one" Pete said his eyes tracing Paiges body. "wow pete envious of paige!?" Patrick thought. Patrick always thought of himself as the not so typical vampire, he had the fangs but his looks where what bothered him. He just didnt fit in. Instead of a deep brown or black hair his was a redish strawberry blonde, he wore it just long enough so his bangs fell in his green eyes (vampires normally have dark eyes) he always hid these 'imperfections' underneath a hat. He became the notorious 'hat wearing vampire' among his friends. Patrick looked over at pete, he was more than envious of pete he was jealous of him. Pete was the perfect vampire stero type, dark, mysterious, and full of secrets. Secrets he only shared with Patrick and his girlfriend Jamie. His raven black hair was worn short with angled bangs that where side parted. Pete was tall and lean, patrick whas short and not as lean. Petes eyes where strange but they where welcoming, they where an off hazel color (birth defect! as I said earlier vampires have dark eyes!) He is very, very blood thirsty. Poor Jamie, every time hw's hungry shes nearly sucked dry. Pete's normally hidden beneath his hoodie hood feeling guilty or depressed about something. But he's patricks best friend and no stero type can prove that wrong. "She's weak" pete observed breaking their silence. Patrick was almost too captivated by Paiges beauty to talk. "And she will be" someone interjected. It was none other than William. "she's very beautiful" he said sitting down on the bed next to Paige. "you remember what you where all those years ago, Patrick?" William asked, Patrick nodded remembering how weak he was when he turned on his 17th birthday. "she will be the same" he added stroking paiges cheek with the back of his hand. "so what do you know about her?" "her name is Paige, shes an orphan and lives with her boyfriend" Patrick answered "should be easy to cover" Pete interrupted. "Shes going to aski questions, and youre going to give her answers, right?" william asked. Patrick nodded, glancing down at paige who was finally coming around. Paige sat up her hand instantly going to her fangs. "I-I-I-I'm a vampire" she stuttered fear sparkling in her gray eyes. "yes you are and so are we" william said "a-a-all of you?" she questioned. "young Patrick, Pete and I are. Ronnie is a werewolf, Jamie and Gabe are just human" William explained. "you're going to do as you told; Any questions you have you ask me or Patrick" he added pointing to patrick. "and if i dont do as I'm told?" paige questioned a slight hiss on her s'. "we stake you and get you outta our hair" william answered. "and you are" she questioned. "William. You should know who patrick is. after all he was the one who turned you" he replied realizing he hadnt introduced himself. Paige turned and smiled warmly at the one in the hat ( Patrick) "Nice to meet all of you" she answered. Her stomach softly growled, "she's hungry, I'll get her something." pete said as he stood up and headed for the door. Paige, William, and Patrick sat in silence until Pete came back a teapot and 2 tea cups in hand. "here" he said pouring paige some of the foul smelling red liquid from the tea pot. She took it from him and took a drink without even asking what it was. The 3 boys where chattering amongst thimselves. Williams nostrils flaired at what Pete and Paige wher drinking. "whatcha drinkin' Petey?" william questioned nearly begging for what pete was drinking. "thought I'd spare Jamie and Patrick a few liters of blood. I made some blend to hold both of us over until later" Pete answered. Paige paused in discust for a second, William took the availabel opportunity and snatched the 3/4 full tea cup from her and polished it off in a gulp or two. He handed the dainty glass back to paige who was shooting him a toxic glare. Pete took a pause from drinking the blend and paige took his cup from him and drank the little of what was left. "we leave at sundown, we're working on getting you clothes. once yo get those you can shower and clean up" william instructed. "I'll see you tomorrow night" he added softly hitting her knee before he dissapeared.
Posted on 06/26/2007 10:50 AM Comments (2)
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